posted on Mar, 26 2010 @ 12:32 AM
So we go in woods. Can't stay in open like this. You can't stand still. Always you move. No place is safe. City, country. They take war to all
these places.
In movies, you run to country to be safe. This isn't movie. I live in this. War goes everywhere.
You know, in America, people say I have gun. Lots of guns and bullets, you know? Water and food. Maybe place in country, HA! Some people say they
have bunker. So what?
Bunker door covered with bush. Come on. Soldiers are trained for this. They look for this thing. Move bush, beat on bunker door, what you do?
Come out and they take you, kill you, you know. Wife gets raped, little girl, you know. Maybe you stay. Grab hunting gun. What good is this?
They blow up door. Then pitch in gernade. It's over for you. Food, water, what for these things.
Even if soldiers don't come, ok, you have food and these things but you run out. Now what you do. You take gun and take other food from neighbor or
something. Stomachs are emtpy, you have boy and girl, don't say you can't do this thing.
So you do this ok? You take this food. What now. They spread the word about you. Everyone comes, likes soldiers might as well be. All of you die.
Get you get this?
Food, water, guns, what good is this? Hunting gun, pistol and things. You can't win war with this thing. Totally useless.
Let me tell you, in 80s we think we never have war again. All peace forever, you know. You think like this to. America, no war here. 911, what is
this thing. First plane takes off, building 7 falls down, how many hours is this? 3,000 people only die. I'm sorry but its so short. It's over.
Who do you know in this? No one.
In my country, let me tell you, no it can't happen here this war. So stupid. We have war every day for many many years. You count these people,
3,000 you say. We have no idea. Million maybe. Who knows?
911, I'm so sorry for this but I wish only 911 for me. Do you understand? Start finish only few hours, you know? Not for me. I know many in this
war. Some in my family. I have brother that died in this thing.
But my husband and me. we are on this camp or prison, you know. they take us to camp but we don't want to go. UN does, American soldiers. Air
raid, then invasion. Never in my dreams, ok? Russia maybe but America? Just no way. But yes, ok? Never in my dreams. We have enough problems,
why do you do this to us, you know. I thought maybe Russia invade but Russia never let America do this thing. But Russia lets this thing happen,
never in my dreams, you know? And now I live in America, oh my God, what life is this?
And now look at this thing. Look at America. If I was born here, I say never here. Just like in my country. But I have seen war, ok? War is
coming to here. I can't believe this. I can not go through this thing again.
But maybe because it's America, it doesn't, you know? Any other country, war for sure but America so much peace and everything. So maybe no. But
I don't think so. I think 6 months, maybe 3 years. I have been in this before, I know what I say.
I don't know what to do. You know if I see UN again, I will leave. Never come back. Maybe get captured and taken to different country I hope. My
husband is engineer so this is good. I can run diner any where. I don't need this work but I love it, you know.
But we come to America and live in bad place, drive what you call piece of crap, ok? we make list of relatives and try to get them here. War is so
bad. But can not complete list. People die all the time, you know. Disease, empty stomach, gun in the head. It doesn't matter. When you are
dead, what does it?
I lose a son but I have a son. He is here. He fight in the war but he is okay now. In war he does this terrible things you know? But you do
terrible things or they do terrible things to you, you know? There is no choice. He wants to live.
But now in peace, he is fine. Doing fine. But when war comes here to, he will fight again. We will try to leave but everyone in America owns gun so
I know he will die this time.
Maybe we go to Canada but if Canada fights with US in war, who knows, you know? Not Mexico. Oh my God Mexico. So much food, so little price. All
of this fried. Terrible for you. I look at this. My husband takes me to Mexican resturant, I so angry at him for this. They bring me this food, it
looks awful, you know? Do you eat this Mexico food?
Oh your kidding me. Why do you eat these things? All fried. It's terrible. I could never live there. I always hear you know, everyone in America
so fat. I don't believe this but then I get here. Oh my God, it is crazy. Never seen such this thing. Everyone, you know? I don't
understand.
But yes, i am very much afraid in America. I am so certain of this war in here. I can't believe this. But you know, you say it never happened here
but Civil War and war with England, you know? 911, who cares for this? That's not war. War in middle east yes, but not here.
But you don't know. I've seen this thing. Good men become very bad during war, you have no idea. I have seen this.
In America, you are not ready. Your food and water, all these things, no good ok? You will run out. What difference if you run out now or then?
And you will always move. If you stay in one place, you are shooting target. If you live through this, you will never stand still.
You have no idea what is happening. You can not prepare for this. It is impossible. Many will die.
I wish I am wrong. If I am wrong, you come back in 3 years, make fun of me okay? I will give you free desert. We will laugh at this.
But I have done this before. You have no idea.
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Okay, so that's kind of how it went. Not near word for word but you get the general idea. This conversation took place this last summer, about 6
months ago. I haven't been back since. Going there was a chance thing. But I have her business card somewhere. At some point, you bet I'll go
back.
I hope.
At any rate, while the rhetoric has been amped way up, I hope we all think long and hard about what war inside the US would really be like.
As Americans, we have a responsibility to keep freedom, liberty, and democracy alive for the whole world. If we fall, we will let done ourselves and
everyone on this planet that dreams of what we have.