posted on Mar, 23 2010 @ 09:02 AM
I am going to be perfectly honest in this thread. It will be quite emotional, so I will not return for some time, but I will return to post; of that
I can assure you. I will honestly disclose the nature of my self, and I will discuss much background on why I think this is the quintessential nature
of humanity, and why it is stifled. You can feel free to disagree, but I must be forthcoming, as enough is enough.
I believe the spirit of all to be androgynous (I am a man, BTW). I think that we, especially men, are quite willfully split from almost the second we
are born, even though the willful nature of all of this is something that can happen quite automatically, as most, if not all, live in dire fear of
not fitting in to the cogs of the societal machinery. Picture a chessboard. Black and white squares. Known and unknown in regards to, say spirit.
I believe that just about all men are born with split fathers, as they are pawns of an industrial ant world, and these men desire to be re-membered in
their sons. They desire to be the Y of their existence. As such, they will put their sons through hell in order that they are split as well, owing
to the desire for the immortality of being re-presented in their sons, and also due to a pretty nasty genetic imperative that their sons not transcend
their own lack of spiritual natures.
On the flip side, I believe women to be much at fault in all of this as well. Due to the lack of EXTERNAL power of women, they are disingenuous with
their sons. They see the world in holistic color, yet when it comes to their sons, they spit it own in black and white, reducing them to mere pawns
on a chess board. This way, woman has spiritual influence over her sons, getting them to be her alpha males in society that will enact her
omegalomaniacal will across the board of society. Anytime a certain type of son is untidily whole in his nature, both the father and the mother split
him back into two. I am not blaming, as women have been abused by a certain type of man, and it is pretty much a survival instinct for her to split
her sons so that they pose no threat to women, especially if a woman perceives this world to erroneously be a "man's world."
We are not gay. We are far from it. We are perfectly centered on a higher level. In fact we love women far more than our more reptilian brethren.
A whole woman, in both spirit and body, turns me on more than anything in this world. It is why we see a whole picture. We see a world of beauty.
And we posses the wisdom to root out the corruption and let this world of beauty flourish. We do not summarily reject the "other." I think it the
irony of ironies that those who loathe characteristics of the opposite sex are heterosexuals. They are more like narcissistic homosexuals trying to
impress the world by fulfilling their prescribed roles.
There is another reason why this being is feared. In order to be whole in a split world, one must love the other. One has no desire to conquer, to
cheat, to lie, to kill, to destroy. This individual, rather this undivided whole being, when truly allowed free expression without fear, finds
deception an anathema. A genuine (not artificial as in some gross imitation of a hybrid) is a healing force on this planet. Yet (although this is
changing, thank God) both men and women tear this person down, trying to rip him to shreds, as if he is allowed to exist, both men and women would
have to cut out their serpent's tongues. Their self-serving lies would be clearly seen for the illusion they are.
The androgynous male posseses the soul of a loving king who quite well understands the world, yet he is attacked from all fronts. And you ladies
wonder why quite a few of the men in power are either tools or reptilians bent on ruthless control or aggressive mindless ape things. I am one of
those men, whom, when asking Y, realized that X was asking Y, and X marks the spot. Do you not realize that we are the men you are looking for? And
every other dupe is someone you settle for because of your fear. You fear men, so you only choose the pawns (again, this is changing, thank God).
You do realize the corruption in this world stems from a ruptured core, right?
I have an extremely high IQ. I am creative and fun and a sheer joy to be around, yet you ladies instinctively want to turn other men into me, so you
choose the lumps of clay that you can mold. I dropped out of college, because I could not be myself; if one cannot be oneself, one cannot focus to
learn in that hostile environment. I was born transcending petty reptilian duality, yet my parents and the world did their damndest to throw me back
down the rabbit hole. I read one lady on this forum say that she wanted an unreasonable man. I can communicate and easily find compromise, but I am
un-re-SON-able, as I have found a higher core. Most are integrated in an alchemical marriage of a dragon and angel, yet I surpassed that at birth,
only to be thrown back down. Are you scared of us, thinking we are Lu-Cipher or something, knowing that we can summarily and easily see through
deception and self-serving and mindlessly imitative behavior? Tough luck. We are coming out. Your nasty words will not stop us anymore. Are you
ladies so narcissistic that you think you are the totality of beauty in this world? Are you men so narcissistic that you think you are the only
source of raw power. I am not straight. I am not a circle. I am both emotional and logical. I am a spiral. This world of illusion and fearful
imitation is dying. I am the future. Get over it. We are moving into a tri-age. Then, those of you who judged the other will have you r own
judgments thrown back into your face (and ladies, do not think you are an exception, although, like I said before, there are a few ladies coming
around). I am far from a pushover. In fact, that might be why you fear me. I am wise and compassionate and intuitive and logical and creative and
whimsical, etc. Yet many of you do not let me exist because I immediately melt your faces, putting an end to your superficial bull. I will not let
those of you who fear me to hold me back any longer. I will not let your selfish will to power stifle my brethren and sisters anymore (although it
has been acceptable for women to be whole for quite some time). I will not judge you, but I will certainly not let you judge me out of existence.
People like me are the key to transcending this circular repetition of hell that rewards the wicked and corrupt. Many of you just do not know on what
side your bread is buttered. Peace. And I do not mean to accusatory at all, as I believe many of you privately admit what I am saying yet are too
paralyzed to do anything about it. It is frightening sometimes.
Edit: I must reiterate that I am not talking about pushovers at all. Do you ladies not realize intuitively that it is most men who ex-cite you, who
reflect you, rather than the other way around? Men unlike me are pawns. When you were playing (uncomfortably, I might add) the role of little
submissive, then men reflected you by being dominant ape/reptile. Now that you are afforded a freer expression, many men are either the most pathetic
type of artificial strong man, or they are merely the little submissives that you were in the fifties. The king to your queen is here. Let him be.
I know some of you already do, but there is a mountain to climb in society to make sure the world doesn't selfishly try to destroy him, as they envy
the fact that he has a soul. I am certainly not playing the victim, but it is hard for us, as wee see past all the lies. Queens, fight so that your
kings can be. I know you have already started, as I know you see this. More and more women have been accepting of me as of late. Like on a chess
board, queens, protect your kings. The lowly elements despise us, as they know that we are the end to their corruption.
[edit on 23-3-2010 by orwellianunenlightenment]