i've stopped looking for the meaning of life, because i don't think there is one.
i think it's us, people, that try to attach some value to our existence.
what i DO know is, that you should live your dreams!
bit of a cliché but it's very very true.
it was my dad going to hospital what made me realize this...
i always saw him as a strong man, wich he is, invincible might be a better choice of words. like nothing could ever happen to him.
then last year at christmas time, he got sick, very very sick.
doctors thought he had an bacterial infection but couldn't determine wich one.
he dropped 9 kilos in about 13 days, wich scared me a lot.
after those first 13 days he was taken to the intensive care.
(i'm not able or willing to go into to much detail about this, as it's still a sensitive subject for me)
but to make a long story short, after two months of being hospitalized he was discharged.
at this very moment he's actually doing fine and made a full recovery, he even got a little fatter then before
but he's now living his dream.
vacations, taking motorcycle tours across europe, second honeymoon etc.
that made me realize that life can end at any second and that you should enjoy every second of it.
take care of others, but most of all take care of yourself and your dreams/ambitions.
LIVE YOUR DREAM!
[edit on 20-3-2010 by kn0wh0w]