Rest in Peace my friend
R.I.P JM

first time death of someone close

Though my heart is wounded
My spirit broken
I will remember your life
All the great things you have done
May your soul be in a better place
Your light shine down
That body was just a temporary home
And now your pain is gone
No more suffering
So now I'll say goodbye
I must say it's hard
But someday we will meet once again
And no more will we be apart

Im sorry to hear about your friend Cap =[ I went through this a few years ago and just two weeks ago I know how you feel. You know if you need to talk im here for you girl. Its not easy by far but it gets better.

Shock you made me revel in the horror as if I was in a play.
Denial you took my pain inside and kicked it far way.
Realisation ,you visited me in my dreams ...and every waking day.
Accepatance...God will join us all again , its called...Home.

Life is cruel, but there is the solice of its temporal nature.
Vera Lynn sang the most spiritual of songs.
We will meet again dont know when dont know where
But I know we will meet again , some sunny day.
God will never forget you.