Ok, I just got finished watching The Fourth Kind, the movie starring Mila Jovovich about alien abductions in Nome, Alaska.
Here is the trailer for those unfamiliar with the movie.
Let me say, that my reaction to this movie is simply- TRAUMATIZED.
I went into the movie, believing it was real footage, and while there are tons of articles, on ATS and all over the internet claiming that it was
Hoaxed like Paranormal Activity and the Blair Witch, claiming that what the film portrayed as Actual Footage, was infact staged footage.
My rebuttle to that opinion, is where are the actors (Dr. Abigail Tyler) who were portrayed in the Actual Footage, and why hasnt anybody- anybody who
knew them in real life pointed out to the press that it was a Hoax. Certainly this film has been out for over 5 months now- and where are the actors?
Disinformation exists, to stop people from freaking out. This may have been the case in this instance. Regardless of debating whether or not the
footage was real, the point of this thread is to tell you my personal reaction.
PERSONAL REACTION:
I think I went into shock about a quarter through the movie. And I stayed simply mortified watching through until the end. I am a very sensitive
Empath and the horror portrayed on the video of the actual footage, really really disturbed me. To the point that I can say that it was the most
disturbing footage I have ever seen to date. My bodys reaction to seeing this film was that of anxiety, and an all over numbness and tensing of all
of my body's muscles to the point that I am now trying to calm myself enough to write this. And I wanted to write this while it was fresh in my mind
to share with all of you, rather than tomorrow after it had faded.
What disturbed me most about the film, for me, was the horror. The horror portrayed in the film is similiar in my opinion to what it feels like to be
abducted. And I write this with tears in my eyes, because it is so frightening to remember. If I could desribe it acurately, the way the people
were screaming and reacting in the movie- is how you feel while being abducted, however you cant move, you cant scream- and you are paralyzed while it
is happening. But the horror- the horror is real.
Also, what struck me as interesting was the description of a smell of putrid cinnamon, to describe the smell of the alien, and I smelled it- I could
actually smell what they had just said, and I Had never remembered a smell associated with my abductions. The Sumerian language I did not however
agree with remembering or being associated in any other persons abduction encounter that I have ever come across. So that could very well be,
Hollywood.
My personal abductions, began when I was a child, and continued until several years ago, to my knowledge. I have no clear recollection of any of my
abductions, as some do- some remember everything.
However, I have always had the scars and marks to confirm the abductions, aswell as the same marks shared with an ex-boyfriend who was also abducted
with me. It was never a question to me, whether I had or had not been. And since my psychic abilities developed in my early twenties I Have had a
better understanding of the meaning behind the abductions. I worked in meditation learning more about how, what, and who.
I learned I was taken many times by the Greys, with them at times the Reptillians and Government Agents, all were negative abductions. I have also
had positive abductions with the Nordics, Pleiadians, aswell as the Insectiods.
I have chosen specifically not to go under full hypnosis to remember the abductions, for the reasons displayed in the movie The Fourth Kind. I do not
want to remember that kind of horror and trauma. I enjoy my ignorance in that fact. However, I do remember fragments of the experiences, and these
alone keep me from wanting to remember them completely.
I feel that the horror experienced in my body tonight- by reliving the horror that these people or actors portrayed was enough to experience. Whether
it was real or not on film, it is real in real life. And that fact, is disturbing as hell.
[edit on 17-3-2010 by xynephadyn]