posted on Mar, 11 2010 @ 10:43 AM
reply to post by mikebell
For some reason people always feel the need to constantly warn people of dangerous things, wether they have witnessed such events or not. Personally I
prefer that people just find out themselves if they cannot handle the curious urge to peak into whatever is Beyond, they can decide afterwards how
'bad', 'evil' or 'good' the experience was for them.
I've done some experiments regarding the summoning of demons in various ways and never seen too much horrid things happen. There could have been
personal flaws in the rituals I had found in several books, but no matter how much faith/believe/willpower I stuffed into it; no horrid demon as
described in a book like 'the book of black magic' appeared, nor did any unfortunate event happen which could have been caused by those creatures
(I'm unfortunate by nature
There were 2 occasions where something did go awfully wrong but as I can't remember one of the events, and both of them could be a form of self
created paranoia through the rituals, I'm still not sure on what to say about it. One event occured when I was working with some material on Marduk
and according to my ex-boyfriend I went from normal to completely insane in a matter of seconds. I ended up on the floor, eyes turned white and I was
laying there muttering things he couldn't understand. I remained like that for 5 minutes and when I came back to senses I couldn't remember it
myself, and all I experienced the following week was being exhausted.
The second event happened while working with a self-written ritual regarding the demon Belial (the name and the demon always attracted me for some
unknown reason, and my curiosity beats minor fear) and even though I didn't notice anything directly, I felt surrounded by a suffocating aura for a
few weeks and my body was filled with an unknown energy to me. Even though it felt like 'darkness' I never found it too disturbing and used this
again for further research for the late night hours.
Anyhow, like I said I'm still not sure where to attribute the events to or the feeling I had. These were the 2 most clear results from my snooping
around in the Beyond.