posted on Jul, 8 2010 @ 03:23 AM
reply to post by notknowing
That's from the H.P. Lovecraft Cthulu Mythos series of stories. It's a joking reference to underground beings.
Anyway, interesting to come across your post just as I was relating elsewhere one part of the MANY things that happened to me after I moved into my
current home while pregnant. I was fine during the pregnancy but after the birth, besides sensing what I can only describe as "presences" that my
cats apprently could react to as well, I started experiencing what you are describing with this hum phenomena. I was trying frantically to find a
logical explanation for it.
At first I thought it was because the telco was installing fiber optic cable in our neighborhood. I thought it was merely the nonstop idling of the
engines of their trucks or the act of installing cable itself that was causing the vibrations. But then the installations ceased and I STILL was
being driven to distraction by this hum that I could more feel than hear, if that makes sense. It was very incompatible with the rythm of my own
heartbeat and breathing and that made it torture. I had a new baby to care for. My hormonese were also all over the place and I was healing from a c
section. It all combined to make a living hell.
My husband never heard anything. He became distressed as I spent more time both poring over internet pages trying to find out what was humming at me
and as I was also trying to understand why I felt like there was a crowd of people all around me so much of the time or at other times one specific
person.
Finally, once I weaned my kid and was therefore free to take medications, I told everything to my doctor. My mom had had a mental breakdown several
years prior that she recovered nicely from. So I felt the responsible thing to do was keep an open mind and see if I could be treated as well. I was
diagnosed with post-partum pychosis and given Zoloft. Just as an added bonus my dad and I did a sort of house blessing to address the "haunted"
feeling since I had reason to feel there might be legitimacy in considering that possibility.
I still do hear the hum. I still hear lots of hums. What the Zoloft did was change the way my brain processes sensory input so that the sounds and
vibrations I was percieving could be processed "normally"...and by normally I guess I mean that they are procssed in the same way my husband and
other visitors were apparently processing the same signals that surely had to be hitting their senses. For example in addition to the hum everything
always looked "dark" or dim to me. Even a bright sunny day just couldn't give me a feeling I was getting enough light. I don't know if it was my
pregnancy hormones or something else but clearly something was thrown out of kilter in my endocrine system and nervous system so I was processing
sensory input in an painful new way. Since I often can still sense this vibration and sound I know the signal is still there but now it's just
background noise to me, much in the same way traffic noise is.
I was also chronically irritable and the Zoloft helped with that. I did experience suicidal urges with that medication. Knowing that they were likely
being caused by the medication as a undesirable side effect helped me deal with them. I eventually was weaned off after a couple of years under the
supervision of my doctor.
You mention you are experiencing menopause. That's a huge and powerful change and shock to your endocrine system and nervous system in and of
itself. It's possible you're now overtuned as a reciever.
As for the really garantuan sounds that sound like an invading alien armada is flying over one's house--both my husband and I do experience that,
too. Sometimes we do see military craft passing over or sometimes circling overhead. Sometimes we see NOTHING!