Looking for people who have been to the grey room

Originally posted by zippy1958
reply to post by Waiting2

 

Zippy the Monkey was my favorite also. I recently bought 2 of those monkeys on ebay. I love them both.

I first started feeling what I call prompted or pushed to prepare. I stocked up on food, water and supplies. This happened after an experience I had while driving my truck down a road near my house. I suddenly, out of nowhere, KNEW to my very core that we are all connected and ONE. This was not just a thought in my head.....it was and is a KNOWING. After that, I felt an uncontrollable need to learn the truth about everything. I came to this site and many others. If I have an unanswered question, the answer is dropped right in my lap....this is one of my favorite things about this experience because it proves to me that I am not imagining all this and that something or someone is helping me/us.

As for when something happens or what that something is....I do not know. I do have a feeling though that it is huge and a good thing...although it may not be good in the beginning...that is my feeling.

I think about this everyday and must admit that I am getting impatient.

I have not heard anyone call my name....rather hope that I don't...

I hope you keep posting. I am learning alot from you and those responding to you.

Oh and one more thing. I have tried explaining this to others. It seems unexplainable and I now think there is a reason for this. WE are not supposed to lead others to this. They are on their own paths and will reach their own destinations at their own speed.

Z.

I have a lot of KNOWINGS. I also had the drive to learn the truth. I was given that gift of knowledge, but I have chosen not to use it too much. Most knowings are fine, but sometimes they have freaked me out. When that happens, I try to push them back a little so I can lead a normal life.

Speaking of knowing, the film "Knowing" was quite accurate. It made me cry. I think you know why.

Yes, we are all connected and one. When we are all connected and one, no one is more important than anyone else. By our nature, however, humans place some people (loved ones, friends) as more important than others. This is a paradox that is hard to deal with because the concepts are so different from one another. It is difficult to do, but I try to remember both ideas in my daily life.

It's not just unexplainable. They just don't HEAR. It is not my job to lead others to this. However, I cannot help but want to lead my own loved ones. I do not want them to be left behind.

I posted because I wanted answers, too. Lately, I've realized that more people are actually "hearing" me. I decided to be bolder to see what would happen. Thus, this thread.

I believe there are many of us. We lead normal lives. VERY normal lives. I think most of us do not say anything for fear of being seen as crazy. I wanted to write this to tell the others that they are not alone. I am doing the same things you are doing.

I believe we are scattered all over the planet. I originally thought that people like us were all in the same room, the grey room. This thread has taught me that is not necessarily the connection. The feeling/voice is the connection.

My theory is that we can hear. Right now not many people can hear. However, more and more people are starting to. I think some of us who already hear are supposed to help ease the people who start hearing. They may freak out because all of this is new to them. They will think they are crazy. Haven't we felt that way at times?? We won't freak out because we are used to it.

What are your thoughts/instincts on this? Am I right?

Yes, that thing that is coming will not be good in the beginning. I agree, even though I do not know what it is. I am also waiting. I feel the time is soon.

Originally posted by Waiting2


One of the reasons why I started this thread was to see if anyone else had seen the non-humans or knew more about our "job."

By the way - - your real "job" is the evolution of self.

Be mindful of your thoughts.

No matter what you do -- or what situation you are in -- its still about you and your own progression.

Originally posted by Annee

Originally posted by Waiting2


One of the reasons why I started this thread was to see if anyone else had seen the non-humans or knew more about our "job."

By the way - - your real "job" is the evolution of self.

Be mindful of your thoughts.

No matter what you do -- or what situation you are in -- its still about you and your own progression.

Yes. That is our job. Only someone else who has the "job" would know that.

Mine is to also ease/reassure others as they go through the process of evolving.

reply to post by Waiting2


You are right. The feeling/voice is the connection. Some have had less experiences than you or I have had...some have had more. We are each traveling our own paths, none better or worse than another....just different. And I think that all paths lead to the same place.

I remember when I started researching and learning about all the things that have been hidden from us, how we have been brainwashed. I was so mad and depressed after finding these things. And then I had another "knowing". I got the feeling that these things do not matter, that they have to happen and are supposed to happen and that there is no need to worry about them...they are not important.

Let me ask you this...Does the word duality mean anything to you?

Originally posted by Annee

Originally posted by Waiting2


One of the reasons why I started this thread was to see if anyone else had seen the non-humans or knew more about our "job."

By the way - - your real "job" is the evolution of self.

Be mindful of your thoughts.

No matter what you do -- or what situation you are in -- its still about you and your own progression.

You are putting up some great posts. I especially loved what you said about "it is not just what you do, but what you are thinking when you do it." Would love to hear more from you.

Originally posted by Waiting2
NotThat is my friend who came with me to the grey room

Originally posted by Waiting2
NotThat is my mother.

I'm confused enough to finally join ATS after years of reading. NotThat is your friend who came with you to the grey room, and that was her first time there from the sounds of it. NotThat is also your mother.

Maybe you can clarify, but why would your mother have been told by her doctor that her first human pregnancy is not her first, if you, her daughter, was with her on the day you went to the Grey Room together?

I'm saying this based on how it sounds like she experienced the pregnancy/doctor situation after the grey room.



[edit on 18-2-2010 by ATSdelurker]

Originally posted by ATSdelurker

Originally posted by Waiting2
NotThat is my friend who came with me to the grey room

Originally posted by Waiting2
NotThat is my mother.

I'm confused enough to finally join ATS after years of reading. NotThat is your friend who came with you to the grey room, and that was her first time there from the sounds of it. NotThat is also your mother.

Maybe you can clarify, but why would your mother have been told by her doctor that her first human pregnancy is not her first, if you, her daughter, was with her on the day you went to the Grey Room together?

I'm saying this based on how it sounds like she experienced the pregnancy/doctor situation after the grey room.

[edit on 18-2-2010 by ATSdelurker]

She was told that by her doctor before I was born. Her doctor told her I was not her first baby.

When I was pregnant, my doctor told me my first-born child was not my first. My doctor thought I was lying when I disagreed with her.

Someone asked if we'd had any mysterious surgeries. I mentioned this as a sidenote, to acknowledge the possibility that we may have been tested on unknowingly.

When I created this thread about the grey room, I was looking for people who had been there, thinking they could answer my questions. So far I have not found anyone else who has been in that room.

However, I AM finding people who can relate to and understand my questions. They have also experienced similar things.

While I have always known it, it is still nice to know I am not the only one. We each have our own theories as to what is happening to us. This communication is vital because it is helping fill in gaps that all of us have. We are starting to find each other. We are beginning to develop a common vocabulary for our experiences.

(I forgot to add Welcome to ATS! I've only been signed on here 4 days myself!)



[edit on 19-2-2010 by Waiting2]

So...I guess they weren't holding flowers?

Originally posted by Aislin
So...I guess they weren't holding flowers?

I can answer your question now because it doesn't matter. At this point, I think the conversation has evolved way past this minute detail.

They were holding luggage. Suitcases. Backpacks. They had all packed their bags. They were invited and had enough time to prepare. They all got their things in order. They packed lightly. We didn't need to bring a lot of stuff because we didn't need it where we were going. Stuff wasn't important. (And no, I don't know where we were going.)

The only guy who wasn't ready was the guy in the towel. He thought he had enough time to shower first. They came for him quicker than he expected. He laughed and thought it was pretty funny. He was laughing at himself for thinking he could get in a last shower and still have plenty of time. That's why he stood out.

reply to post by Waiting2


Thanks for clarifying. I was just really confused, because the timeline wasn't clear.

Were you also pregnant before your visit of the grey room? I find it interesting that these things happened before you/your mother went there. It means there has to be more to the story that you are not aware of.

While I'm on the fence about this, I know from my anomalous experiences that what I believe doesn't matter to you or change anything. I hope you find the others soon.

ETA: Thanks for the welcome. I was mighty tempted to join ATS because of the Australia post also, but decided to finish reading the thread before deciding to find yet another ID for yet another forum. But when I got confused by your posts, I knew I wasn't going to be able to sleep until I asked.

[edit on 19-2-2010 by ATSdelurker]

Originally posted by zippy1958
reply to post by Waiting2

 

You are right. The feeling/voice is the connection. Some have had less experiences than you or I have had...some have had more. We are each traveling our own paths, none better or worse than another....just different. And I think that all paths lead to the same place.

I remember when I started researching and learning about all the things that have been hidden from us, how we have been brainwashed. I was so mad and depressed after finding these things. And then I had another "knowing". I got the feeling that these things do not matter, that they have to happen and are supposed to happen and that there is no need to worry about them...they are not important.

Let me ask you this...Does the word duality mean anything to you?

I know where the paths lead in the end because I have been there. I call that place the "River." NotThat call's it the "River of Power". Amee calls it "Pure Consciousness/Energy." The idea is the same. There is a place where we are connected and become one, yet still remain ourselves...just like a cell is a part of my body, but is its own entity as well. You feel complete there. One. All questions are answered. Your body might die but you don't. You live on and on. River is a term I use because everyone/thing moves around...it's in constant motion and flows just like a river does.

Duality. Because I have been in that place, a part of me still stays there, will always stay there. I have had to adjust to a normal life again knowing that that other place exists and wanting to be back there, but realizing I can't do that while I'm here and still remain sane.

Duality. I have special abilities such as knowings, yet those things are not acceptable in modern society. If I concentrate on them too hard, I become too weird for society and will not fit in. I have to maintain my identity while maintaining my normalcy for others.

Duality. I live in a practical world and yet I hear a voice that gives me messages. I try to follow the voice discretely while not appearing crazy to my loved ones.

What does "duality" mean to you?


My question is the immediate path. I am waiting for something. It is not the river. When I went to the grey room, I was told I was waiting for something. We were all waiting for something. I left the room before I found out. I started this thread to see if others in the room heard what we were waiting for. I do not know what that is.

Originally posted by ATSdelurker
reply to post by Waiting2

 

Were you also pregnant before your visit of the grey room? I find it interesting that these things happened before you/your mother went there. It means there has to be more to the story that you are not aware of.

While I'm on the fence about this, I know from my anomalous experiences that what I believe doesn't matter to you or change anything. I hope you find the others soon.

ETA: Thanks for the welcome.

I was mighty tempted to join ATS because of the Australia post also, but decided to finish reading the thread before deciding to find yet another ID for yet another forum. But when I got confused by your posts, I knew I wasn't going to be able to sleep until I asked.

[edit on 19-2-2010 by ATSdelurker]

No, I was not pregnant before we went to the grey room. In an earlier post, I said that an Ear/Nose/Throat doctor also told her that she had had multiple surgeries in her nose. She hasn't had any.

I have never seen an Ear/Nose/Throat specialist myself. I'd be curious to see if I would be told the same thing.

I also think there is more to the story than we know. That's why I started the thread.

I'm glad you asked. If you had the question, someone else may have had it as well. I understand you being on the fence about my story. This is weird stuff to talk about. You can understand why I didn't say much about it for so long.

While I haven't yet been contacted by someone who has been in the room, this thread has been quite beneficial.

At least two others are currently experiencing similar things. That means this isn't just isolated to the grey room. That means the same entity is contacting people using various methods.


[edit on 19-2-2010 by Waiting2]

reply to post by Waiting2


A fishbowl shape is a perfect way to describe the corridor I was in, it sounds like where I was could most definitely have had something to do with the Grey Room you describe.

I just wish I could better convey the fear I felt. It was far beyond self-preservation, I had absolutely no control. Can you think of any reason I would have a fear like that? Ever since I saw this thread and it stirred up memories of this, I just can't shake it from my mind, like I missed out or something.

I wonder if it's possible the people in the room you speak of were calmed by some artificial manner and it didn't work on me or even did the opposite, hence the unexplained fear. Also I wonder if this was put vaguely into my mind as a dream so I wouldn't overthink it.

I can't say that I've been to the grey room that you have.

But, I have experienced something like it. It was more of a big white room with a hall that seemed to go on forever until I reached a door. Two women with looooong black hair were standing on either side, and I'd swear that they were twins or two of the same people (idk).

They told me that I wasn't supposed to be there yet that it wasn't my time. I had to leave. They were holding those three ring binder type things. (so it wasn't a suitcase like yours). It was just us.. I was trying to enter a room where everyone else was but they wouldn't let me.

This was in my dreams. I experience a lot in my dreams. Often times I truly believe that I "leave myself" for lack of better explanation and go to these places. I also have psychic abilities, but I've experienced a lot of negative energy from people when I talk about it so I just like to keep it all inside.

I know it's not the same but I hope that it gives you comfort in knowing that you aren't alone in experiencing these kinds of unexplainable things. People are always quick to disbelieve.



[edit on 19-2-2010 by galatea]

Hello, I too have been a silent visitor of ATS but I had to join immediately after reading this thread.
Things are finally starting to make sense to me.
Its like by reading everyone's experiences with this subject, its forming together a picture of something I have been confused about for years.
I have not yet visited this Grey room, but I have a feeling that I might sometime very soon. Ever since I was a small child, I have had this feeling that something just isn't right. I have this feeling that I'm being watched over constantly. As in being watched by my own shadow or something that is always close but always stays out of sight. Hearing about your experiences with knowing a presence behind you but you never could catch a glimpse is one of the things that made me join.

In recent years, especially within the past 1 to 1.5
years, I constantly have the feeling that a huge event of some sort is coming soon. Almost daily now, this feeling increases in intensity. Its at the point where the feeling is so overbearing that I feel like somehow my mind is merging with this, its become a part of me. All I can do now is wait. I don't know what I'm waiting for but I know it will be life altering.
I am constantly seeing unexplainable things in my sleep. Many say that dreams feel like they only last for a second then they wake up. My dreams feel like the entire time I am asleep, like my mind leaves my body and exists somewhere else until something triggers my mind to return.
When I venture off to this place, I see many people that I have never seen in my life there but I feel like I have known them my whole life. I'm not getting the whole picture though, like my mind is trying to gain full access to this place but about 10% of me is left behind in my body, holding me back from piecing everything together. It is almost like someone is holding me back, like someone behind me that can not be seen. This is where it all ties in. Could this mean that the overbearing feeling of something dramatic coming is leading up to when this person holding me back lets go?
These things that I see are like millions of pictures flickering before my eyes for hours. Like if you dump a multimillion piece puzzle on the floor and every single piece is mixed up. I know it all will result in something eventually but for now, I'll just wait. Who knows? Maybe if I am let into some sort of Grey room or chamber, I'll see some of you there? I've always had this feeling that somewhere out in the world, someone has to be going through this too. Now I know people are, and I'm starting to not worry at all and except whatever is going to happen. Its a massive calm feeling.

I hope someone here can make any connections to what I have just posted.
Its very late here so I'm off to bed, kinda makes me wonder if now that I know that there are others and I'm not crazy, I'll make it through tonight to wherever I've been stopping short of all this time.

Originally posted by Zachtroid
Hello, I too have been a silent visitor of ATS but I had to join immediately after reading this thread.
Things are finally starting to make sense to me.

Don't mean to burst your bubble, but it sounds like you have schizophrenia, wouldn't be surprised if the OP had it also(it is hereditary)

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What does "duality" mean to you?

All my life, (52 years) I have thought about how everything has an opposite...hot, cold...up,down...love, hate...good, evil etc. I thought there was so much power in that. Example: If there was no evil, we would not know or appreciate what "good" is. I don't know how to explain this other than to say that I thought about it all the time for many many years. And now, just recently, I have thoughts or "knowings" that that is just an illusion..that everything is really the same and that duality is an illusion. There is no up, down or good, evil. I know...sounds weird. SOOO hard to explain and put into words.

Why would duality be such a big deal to me for so long? Why do I now think it is an illusion? I have alot of questions too. UGH.

Originally posted by zippy1958
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Let me ask you this...Does the word duality mean anything to you?

I can relate to this. I spent a couple of years obsessing over simple questions.

Who am I?
Am I the sum of the roles I play - or more - or less?
What is good?
What is evil?
What are all the aspects of God and how do they feel different?

Nothing is really a duality. It is all a circle. I have images of 3 interconnecting fountains, each overflowing into another, never ending. Everything seems to be like that. No real ending. No real seperation. All is one.

Originally posted by Dephyle

I just wish I could better convey the fear I felt. It was far beyond self-preservation, I had absolutely no control. Can you think of any reason I would have a fear like that?

My answer would be - - you are not in the same program. Think science/research. There are many different areas of interest.

One of my biggest pet peeves is singular thought. Like ALL ET's are the same or have the same agenda.

I'd say there are many off planet and/or multi-dimentional beings with their own interest - agenda and programs.



[edit on 19-2-2010 by Annee]

Originally posted by tempesillest

Don't mean to burst your bubble, but it sounds like you have schizophrenia, wouldn't be surprised if the OP had it also(it is hereditary)

Ha Ha Ha!!! Nope!! I worried so much that I was crazy that I went and got a college degree. I might not be able to spell but I'm not crazy! Did you know 1 out of every 100 people hear voices and it is normal? You can only be labeled schizophrenic if you can't function in society, you know, take a bath, go to work, feed your family -that kind if stuff.

One of the things I have thought is that some sort of energy wave triggered something in my family because wierd things happened around the same time. I do think something genetic was triggered.