a reply to: one4all
It shows how much of a sensory learning being we are, whereas animals may go with the flow in their bodies and take in experiences as they come, we
are using our senses to the extreme that we are soaking in every little detail of hat our eyes see and what our ears hear. It can be a shame
considering that the judgments we make as a result of learning reality through our senses can commonly be skewed, as a result of our conscious ego,
when it appears that animals have very little of an "ego," maybe because they don't think in words.
We can see form the world that growing up learning from our senses can end up being very wrong. Most judgments that come from the ego in general
happen to be wrong and I did not understand why that happened to be growing up. It will also be hard for an unfaithful person to understand that,
because I have learned myself that this is a result of the human mind in relation to the spirit of life, which is the spirit of the universe, ascended
down to our little planet we call home. The reality is that we are a mold of clay compared to the infinite, we are equal to mere dust being blown
around into the air. That is not to say we aren't important, but it is a poetic way of giving appreciation to our Creator.
I believe the answer to this, Life, is that we have a subconscious mind that is "beneath" our conscious mind and it is very hard to access the
subconscious, but it can be reached through meditation. Our subconscious mind "knows" everything, but our ego, or conscious mind knows nothing, but
through pride and arrogance it thinks that it knows everything. It gets to the example of delusion and how human beings are lost in ignorance as a
stubborn refusal to seek our spirit through digging much deeper than what we see on earth with our senses that we have been using since birth to make
"sense" of this crazy physical world we live in. It is not common to realize what is beyond the delusion of ignorance, because in order to find wisdom
we must reject selfishness, and how uncommon is that? How many people do you see that put every day strangers in front of themselves? It is truly
pride, arrogance, selfishness, and hate, that keeps a human being stuck in their ego, arrogantly thinking that they are up to a decent degree of
wisdom and that no change is needed to venture off into the depth of their spirit. Next thing you see is that these people show disrespect and hatred
towards other undeserving people through things like racism and biased thoughts.
It all really makes me feel alone, because I have rejected the "normal" way of human beings for many years in order to separate myself from the world,
setting examples every day that I do things differently than other people. And I bring many smiles to others, but I also get bad looks from people who
do not know why I am putting them before me, they are shocked speechless and stunned because it is a surprise to them that I care about them, not
knowing who they are. They fail to see even the smallest aspect of how much we are truly connected to each other in reality.
They have used their senses combined with their experiences from other ignorant people to form a perception of reality within themselves that is very
much negative and influenced by things like hate, fully admitting to themselves that delusion that human beings are separate from each other.
Extremely different we are from each other, but not separate.
I have used the knowledge that I have learned through experiences and learning from teachers to attempt at controlling my mind and not the actions of
anybody else, but only the thoughts that I produce inside my brain. These thoughts are not allowed to be negative, or judgmental, or unfocused. But
only good loving thoughts, controlling my mind to not think about anything that would be considered negative or biased. Then that follows through with
my words and actions, showing that I have discipline and strength and wisdom to face life without any negative feelings or biased thoughts, and a very
bold enforcement to reject fear, the same fear that hateful people try to control other human beings with. It is like going full circle, and the
outcome of the full circle is to be so confident as to know that love is good, and hate is bad, and egotistical judgments are wrong, and allowing
people to express themselves without thinking any biased thoughts is right, regardless if I disagree with them or not. This study of the subconscious
mind being superior to the ego that I have done has proven the results to me affirmative, without a doubt it has been proven to me as much as I can
conceive and believe. Humans are thinking about reality philosophically and trying to figure it out, but it is my time now to show that I have figured
out at least, that love is good, judging others is bad, giving others freedom is good, thinking biased about any other human is bad, etc, and it is
showing this as a testament which I feel is separating me from the world, that which in essence of spirit is not truly separated but by ego,
selfishness, arrogance, pride and stubbornness is greatly separated in many aspects, all that I must confront.