Apparently, I remember very specific family events that occurred
before I was born.
I know, psychologists would say that I have
manufactured these memories based on my overhearing family conversations when I was a very small
child. But no, that's not the case.
My memory is incredibly intact, going back all the way to the hospital maternity ward. I recall my describing the maternity ward to my mother once,
many decades ago, recounting
exquisite details, and she was flabbergasted. I described the green tile walls, the number of other babies in the
ward, the attending nurses, the feeding rituals, etc. She agreed that there was no way anyone could know such details without
being there.
Those are
very clear memories.
Another
very clear memory I have is of seeing my father
on crutches, with his left leg in a plaster cast all the way to his hip,
carrying his own suitcase, as he entered our house. I saw my older brother and sisters run to him, shouting and squealing, I saw my mother take the
suitcase from his hand, scolding him as she did so. I saw my father hobble to his bedroom, toss the crutches to the foot of the bed, and recline on
the bed, calling to my mother for his pain pills.
I described this incident to my mother, as well, when I was still a small child, and I remember the
expression on her face. She was
horrified.
See, the event I had described happened in early 1959, 7 months before I was born.
My father had been involved in an industrial accident that nearly ripped his foot off, tore all of the muscles in his calf away from their tendons,
and he had spent a month in the hospital undergoing repeated reconstructive surgeries. When he finally returned home, there was a great deal of
rejoicing — believe it or not, he was back at work full time in the steel mill within a year of the accident.
Anyway, my mom — a devout Christian — was
horrified to hear her little boy describing an incident that happened
months before he was
born, and describing it in such vivid detail.
The only explanation is that I, a 2-month-old fetus, had somehow
seen and
heard something through my mother's own senses. That
doesn't explain how I saw
her, as well, at a distance, scolding my dad and assisting him to his room.
It was as though I was
disembodied from her, as though I was a
separate entity there, watching them.
My mother was
often creeped out by things I said as a little kid. Once, when I was 5-years-old, we were all out on a rural roadside picking
blackberries, and I piped up and frankly asked her,
"Momma, remember when I was grown up and you and Pam & Deb (my older sisters) were
little kids, and I took you to pick flowers?"
She laughed and said, no, she didn't remember that.
Then I started
giving her details, trying to
help her remember. She became very nervous and told me to quit talking and go sit down in
the car.
— Doc Velocity
[edit on 1/28/2010 by Doc Velocity]