posted on Jan, 25 2010 @ 08:01 PM
You must realize, the war on drugs, war on terrorism, the war on anything is here for a reason. Someones view sees it fit.
We see things as we are, not as they really are. My advice is get rid of biases, fears, anything that influences you, get rid of it in the concept of
you will no longer allow it too have any impact on you.
Start over your thinking process, starting by trying to discover as if you were just born. if you truly do it, you will be looking at everything as if
you have never seen it, and its quite and experience. When doing this, visit nature, no matter the weather.
You will start to see a new world, and looking at the old will make you very confused. what you previously belived you know no its only based on other
peoples opinions, something that led you to a dark room in the first place. you decide you will rely on yourself, and experience your life, not other
peoples views of life.
You start to see how all systems work, you will probably take great intrest in engerneering due to your new approach, or art, i took engenneering.
If your in school, it will be hard to stay focused and will probably drop out as i did. its for the best, you now have much more time to learn the way
you want too. life is not about anything but experience, nothing is good, and nothing is bad.
Although the down side, connecting with people is rare. not many people hold your views, and when you explain, they are either amazed at your
thinking, depending the person, or they are confused and think you might need help.
By all means, go to see a Doctor that deals with and area of how to keep a normal mind, and explain what you did. they will then follow and do the
same, or say this is just you exploring. I made a friend with my old docter, he now says I cured his depression. so thats a good thing.
you will start to write papers on your views on how the world should be, and not how to fix it. truth is, it dosen't need fixing. it needs a complete
reconstuction. and that is coming soon hopefully. and if so, you may be considered on of the people to help it happen, although this life change would
make a title meaningless.
Live life for the experince, not for the survival and the worries that come with it. nothing is good, nothing is bad. its your choice, so for your own
sake, make everything good. learn the lessons and grow.