Originally posted by XXXN3O
What is your source?
I started having waking visions in 1997. At first all I saw was a bright white light. My second vision was that I was climbing the tree of life while
it was climbing me. My third occured as a NDE on New Year's eve 2001/2. I saw my car crash off a bridge, and my body pulled down through a tunnel of
memories, with a white light above it all, as if I were flying above and outside of it all. Since then my ego has been brian-dead, while my frontal
lobes remain open to channel any information it can be exposed to, and can process. I use a method that combines astral travel with remote viewing
accuracy, wherein I expand my consciousness outward in a sphere, as opposed to in a straight-line toward only one point and then, to focus my
concentration onto a specific celestial event, I filter out all the improbable possibilities, all the unlikely probabilities, etc. until all I have
left is the most likely accurate refelction of reality. The first step of this is based on Florrence Farr's methods (misapplied in her time) in
Regardie's GD text. The idea of the method is first to regcognise the surroundings around you are only being projected by your own mind onto the
inside surface of your own energy-pattern, or aura. Second, you expand this auric "egg" around yourself outward in all directions at once. You can
then reckon distances as straight lines between events you encounter by expanding outward to first the distance of one, then beyond to the distance of
the next, and so forth to trace out the constellations of hyperspace. The method of expanding the "sphere" (or aura) is then followed by the
"inversion" of the interior projections into the exterior realm beyond the consciousness' expanded boundaries. The result of this is to reverse the
interior and exterior composition of the aura, and to balance the pressure difference between them.
Oh, all that, and I can read.
So yeah, you could say my "source" is myself, since I have a nagging tendency to keep digging to find the right data in order to support or refute
any hypothesis, axiom or assertion I feel curious about and want to seek further into. I'm a tenacious researcher, I own a real nifty library, and I
have an "open mind." I have common sense enough to add up the dots if the balances don't connect in the way I would expect them to, and I pride
myself for my internal continuity of the story-line as it has been revealed to me. Alot of it doesn't make much sense to me as to WHY it would be
that way, but I try not to question, just be a scribe for the ideas as they pass through my mind. I, personally, believe in hyper-dimensional
metaforms of gravitic tachyons that move through our spacetime universe, causing "lines of thought" as their edges pass through us, and emotions
along their faces. I've actually even written down alot of what I've observed and deduced in books of my own. To be honest, IF i DID have any agenda
coming here and posting this info, it would be more likely to be to increase my books sales than to start up a cult of any kind. But, then, I do
float, so I MUST be a "witch."
My source? If the answers I have given remain unsatisfactory to your curiosity, please let me know and I add more clarification on any of the points
I've discussed, either here, or ever. It's all the same to me, the same object from infinite points of view. I can outwait the haters and the people
who read only the "OP" or only post to add static. I am not afraid of death. I have lived a good life so far, and I am happy. I am content with the
developmental level of my soul in this life so far that, were this life to be ended suddenly and unexpectedly, say, in a car-crash, or in a FEMA camp,
etc. I would be content to say I have acheived the goal I incarnated to. I spread the facts, accurate info, correct data. I have discovered some VERY
unusual applications to time-space of 4-manifolds, etc, and got the ball rolling.