I could write hundreds of my dreams down here, I feel quite gifted in the fact that since a child I have been able to remember and describe a huge
amount of my dreams in high detail - Therefore il be keeping an eye on the activity here
I am 31 years old now, mother so the fact my children and partner are obviously on my mind does reflect in my dreams alot - especially over the last
However as a young child I remember clearly, as if dreamt yesterday being surrounded in chaos of fire - aeroplanes - bombs - war.. including a
re-occuring dream of a hand throwing bombs down from the sky and burning trees.
I also watched alot of planes crash, and blue spirits rising, peering through windows like watchers - with your average alien features.
However one dream that has held most importance to me, was one in which I had just finished having a nightmare.. one that wakes you up uncomfortably,
and the dreamer is fully aware of the oncoming conciousness. (Irrelavant - but il mention it; the nightmarical part - I was being randomly sprayed in
the face with some kind of aerosol)
What followed was very strange, I knew I was awake.. with my eyes closed. And my dream.. sort of crashed.. like when a movie film gets stuck on a reel
and melts - or when a streamed video crashes and breaks up, almost fragmented. I was able to focus my eyes and look beyond the image that was directly
"my dream", it broke away and I was able to see layers, like pages of a book of queued dreams waiting to begin.
One was a womans face, with focus on her eye.
Another a blue car parked lopsided up the pavement.
Another was grid like markings in black ink/pen on someones arms.
I knew what was happening and tried to hold onto pictures for a second before they fell away but it became a complete scramble.
It simply fragmented into merged pictures that meant little as they began to fall away. However If I had of kept my eyes shut I know I would have been
able to keep looking at the blurred parts of images.
I was able to open my eyes and wake my partner knowing fully what had just happened. Most certainly the most satisfying experiance I have had whilst