posted on Jan, 5 2010 @ 06:18 AM
Mods, I would appreciate if this thread was moved to a more suitable forum, for I don't know if the right people will see it here. Thank You.
Hi, I have been a long-time ATS viewer, reading many threads and what not. I have never had the urge to sign up and actually post something up until
now though. I will start with a brief outline of what I have experienced and belief. But something profoundly happened this morning that I cannot
quite grasp what really happened.
Ever since I was little, I have experienced brief moments of feeling paralyzed throughout my whole body in black darkness. I never actually knew what
this was, and I never really told anyone about it either. But I did learn how to get out of it quite easily. All I did was imagine my self wiggling
my big toe until it actually started to move and break free from paralysis. This occasionally also worked with bad nightmares, for I actually had
real freaky nightmares being a fearful and scared child of darkness when I was young. Years later in life, I found out this was sleep paralysis.
I also experienced moments of when I realized I was dreaming in a dream starting at about the age of 7. I would fly and what not, but I would lose
the state quite easily back then and wake up. This would be lucid dreaming. I also recall one experience of astral projection, for I walked to
another part of my house to go to sleep, but I was were I was originally when I actually woke up. For I thought I went to another part of my house to
sleep and I actually thought I fell asleep there because it was so real.
When I got older in high school, I got into dream interpretations. Although I do not necessarily believe in this stuff now, it was the basis and
start for my spiritual beliefs/work. Soon later, I found out something called astral projection or out of body experiences and lucid dreaming. I got
into meditation and experienced many cool and unique things from it, and I eventually had a lucid dream. I read that if you were ever in a lucid
dream, you could just say astral projection and you would have an out of body experience. I have found that this, and random sleep paralysis is the
best way to project.
I have also experienced many weird synchronicities for over the past four years, some things that I don't even want to get into explaining, although
I do forget most for they are quite insignificant and I experience them many times in a day or at least just one a day.
At the age of 20 now, I have had many weird dream experiences and out of body ones too. It has shaped the way I think what's really going on, and
why we are here. I believe that this physical realm is for experience and learning. That's it.
I also believe in reincarnation for I can't remember what I was doing before this life. Just because I can't remember something, doesn't mean I
wasn't there. It's fact that you don't remember every moment in your life, some people forget things quite easily. Do you remember anything from
when you were a baby? Most likely not, you were there, alive and kicking, but you don't remember anything. Dreams are also easily forgotten and are
the closest thing to a divine/spiritual realm you can get to, besides astral projecting. I should say that I believe that dreams are 100 percent
created by one's higher self of spirit. This part of the consciousness is the real you, the one that remembers all, knows all, and is part of
But anyways, since I want to just finish this now, and I could go on much more in depth, I will explain what happened to me this morning, and would
like anyones' insight into what happened.
Last night at 10:00, I fell asleep with my television on since I was so tired. Four hours later I was in a dream, I never woke up between this. I
was in a regular old dream you could suppose and a spider appeared near me hanging close to my chest. I was freaked out and I woke up and literally
checked the same area to see if it was there.
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