posted on Jan, 4 2010 @ 06:06 PM
Hi Awarenessiskey.
You mentioned researching entities that drain your energy, but you never mentioned experiencing an energy drain yourself.
Is it that you felt drained after you woke up, or just heard these types of beings drain energy?
My experience with a romatic being very similar to your description.
I had reoccuring dreams of a perfectly beautiful woman while I was in that hazy-mind state just before sleep. I'd approach her and we'd begin
kissing an incredible passionate kiss, embrace then I'd fall asleep. It was always the same thing.
Later, months after she made herself known I also saw her as an apparition with my physical eyes- the same person from my initial dreams.
I am not saying this is what's happening to you, but there are some parallels.
For a few years decades ago I used to mess with psychic things and I came across a few definite malevolent beings which were evil and had an attack
that caused fear/confusion/helplessness and were energy draining. I've known the individual(s) who lived in close proximity to the entity and it
seemed like it also effected ther personality.
The specific being(s) I interact with are
not that way. There is no energy draining other than what is normally expelled in the same human to
human activity.
While it is true the encounters get more vivid over time, I don't believe the sprit itself is gaining an essence of life from the experience. I
believe (1) a path is opening in the borderland between the two us and (2) adjustments are being made to syncronize us two beings, bridging the
difference between my spirit and hers.
I believe my 1st encounter was when I was 14 in a "Romantic" dream and most definetly began in my late teens. I'm almost 50 years old now and can
honestly tell you these beings don't drain energy.
At least not the ones I'm involved with and countless dozens of other people.