posted on Jan, 1 2010 @ 12:08 AM
It was a beautiful morning, and as I often do I was out walking on my own in the woods, deep and far away from "civilization" - indeed I had walked
at least 7 hours into nowhere, when I met her. A most beautiful yet mysterious woman with the clothing of Nature was simply standing there among the
trees, looking at me, waving me towards her.
Something mysterious and strange, that I could never before have even imagined in my most bizarre dreams, was about to unfold.
I stared at her palm as she lifted it up and exposed it for me, and there it was, the eye – staring back at me- and at the
same moment I felt myself being tugged, violently pulled would be a more fitting description, towards the gazing eye in the palm of her
open hand which was now stretched out towards me. And in that very same moment time itself ceased to exist – there was no longer any
now, or before, or what was to come – I found myself sucked through the black darkness of that empty eye, and as I hurled
through space with images indescribable flowing through my mind as the abyss grabbed me, a feeling of despair went through me that seemed
to last an eternity.
And then it happened – I was there, on the other side, within the endless dark void of the inner world of the eye itself –
exploding in fire as I entered this new realm, nothing yet everything could be summarized to be there within at the same time. And now I
was too. Flames engulfing my body – it was no longer my body – I WAS the fire!
Those who saw me from their own eyes at that moment – if they even had eyes, or if they were even there – would see me as a
shiny spark igniting into a combusting explosion that only lasted for as long as a blink of an eye. Yet there I was, burning,
screaming with no sound but only thought, and having great surges of tremendous energy blast through my body – the body I no
longer had, the fire I now consisted of.
What seemed to me like twirling tornados of electric blue shapes came towards me, and engulfed my entire being, spinning through me and
within me and making me turn inside out. That was the moment I finally felt free – a great relief, a burden of stone cast away
from me, and I gained back my sight to view this new place which I now found myself.
That was the moment I noticed them. The tubes. Endlessly weaving their ways through this cosmos, in their great transparent yet
botanical splendor, as the veins of Earth itself. Slowly, yet fast, the forms were changing, or rather morphing,
into existence around me where I was standing within one of the great tunnels of Life – or was it Death?
Seeing a strange blue growth with an field of energy reminding me of electricity, lightning and thunder - but without the sound - I decided to touch
it, there as it was sticking out of the wall within the tube I found myself.
And in an instant, the Universe filled my entire being, and I filled the entire Universe, not only so - I was All of Existence, God - the Source of
All - was me. There were no questions, nothing to wonder about, as I knew it all, everything was as clear as it could ever be, "Illumination" now
had a new profound meaning and I did indeed feel myself as an endless Conscious enegy source radiating a form of light-energy in all directions.
Absorbed into my Soul, the entire Knowledge and Experience of All that is, have been and will be, I again found myself elsewhere. This time I was
back, standing with the Woman, in the very same spot, and she said "You now know your purpose and who you are. May you work for the better of them
My body was paralyzed, I could not move - my head was hurting as about to explode. Every bit of knowledge, and insight, that I had just experienced,
was still there within my Mind - but split, as fractions, in pieces, like my brain could simply not hold it all together.
The Woman started walking away from me, into the woods, until she was gone - and I could finally manage to move again.
It had been a most exhausting and startling yet wonderful experience. I did not know what to think of it at the time and had to get back home as fast
as possible, find my bed, and get some rest. During my sleep I re-entered the worlds and experiences I had in the woods.
Waking up the morning after, having slept more than 12 hours, I felt refreshed but puzzled and enlightened at the same time. From then on I Knew. I
received constant knowledge, as if directly from the Source. I was filled with Understanding.
I never found out whom the Woman was, or why she had been there as if waiting for me, yet I realize it was because the time was right, and I had to
fulfill what I had come here for, in this body , this incarnation.
Ten years have passed, and still my brain is putting the pieces of the puzzle together, and my understanding of All is evergrowing.
I truly bless the day I met the Woman - yet at the same time wonder.