I'm Lightworth. (Same IP). Sayonara for however long.

Why dont you just type what you believe.

Lets see if we can find something to disagree on.

You can, you know, change your state of health voluntarily. Particularly if you already have a solid connection to the "higher power"... Nothing to stop you from living indefinitely, if you wish.

— Doc Velocity

big words and philisophical ideas does not make any one a higher power or any thing at all other than an intelogent person. people do not need to be able to spell, be articulit, or understand large math problems (not saying you are or do) to be intelogent or a "higher power".

i have met drunk homeless men whom were some of the most brilliant men i know. they were vary humble and kind and were able to think of them selfs over others. they lived they're lives in a manner that most humans could never understand. the problem with these men is that they were not vary good at articulating a sentence or remebering were they left off. of corse because of this no one wanted anything to do with them (besides the fact they were dirty and smelly).

some one of a higher power would care less what they looked, smelled or sounded like. they would have no pride in them selfs to even call them selfs a higher power. they would just simpley "be".

i lived on the streets of FL (west palm beach, vero beach) i did nothing for my self and thought only about others. when i didnt know were to go i asked God were i need to be and he (by the feeling of intuition) told me were to go. when i needed food to feed my friends and my self, he gave us food. when i needed new bags to help cary my belongings after the old ones broke, God gave them to me. what ever i needed and when ever i needed any thing, i got it. i got these things simpley by asking God.

now does that make me a higher power or anything greater than a human? no. it makes me what all humans are ment to be. devine beings. we are all this way and we all have the ability to do great things. no matter what our mental status or physichal status is, we all have this power. if you are a higher power or anything of the sort, why so much pride? why all the bosting? why even tell people these things? wouldnt you just let the world unfirle naturaly? i see you as an other normal human, whom feels the want to be more than he/she is.
we are "ALL" God expiriencing him self subjectively. you are no different then the rest of us.

i will leave in all my spelling mistakes to show that intelogence does not come form what you "KNOW". intelogence comes from what you "DO"

bless you none the less for being a human and having ideas. ideas are what make up this world. the more ideas we have....the more world we have.

Originally posted by Lightworth
Haven't posted under this name since March, except for an unfortunate verification in November... I've gone by the name Dean Goldberry since. Proof follows.

I am reporting you to the mods as having more than one account is against the T & C's

I have strong enough reason to believe I'm strongly enough connected to THE Highest (moral-spiritual) Power on this planet primarily because I've never encountered a stronger-better advocate for said Power than me.

Actually thinking you are better than everyone else just goes to show how full of crap you are.

Between my blog and posts/threads here, particularly under my recent (DG) name on the latter, I'm pretty much the only one who's closest to the Right Track among ATS-ers I've read, though I've come across a decent number of truly inspiring moments/writings by certain folks here. I believe I have a unique enough angle on the whole conspiracy-secrecy paradigm.

I believe you are so far up your own bottom, that you will believe that you are better than everyone.

I'm frankly not the brightest bulb on the tree,

Well thats clearly obvious

In no way do I believe outright that any one person/being will or even can save humanity.

According to the underlying connotations in your OP, it sounds like you think you can

However, it's equally conceivable that only one person has the ability to get the initial freedom, peace, enlightenment, ecological preservation etc. ball rolling. A single savior, if applicable, shouldn't be viewed in the idolatry of Perfection expectation, but simply as one who's the first to do something HUGE that no one else has been able to do.

And here comes the contradiction......

Too many people on "alternative" discussion sites aren't focused on and critical enough of the most concrete, tangible stuff of which government is made. In Americans' cases (in particular), there's not enough condemnation of the National "Security" STATE and Black Budget themselves.

Thats complete garbage. Many a folk at ATS are switched on individuals who bring a wealth of interesting information to the boards. You havent posted anything of interest at all. I dont know what you think gives you the right to claim you a better than everyone so Im going to put this down to being an egomaniac

I have a substantial history of unexplained experiences.

Do you have a family history of unexplained mental illness?

I also happen to be a musical genius, at least by today's standards. Songwriting and composing are what I do in the "real world," even though I'm at least currently reluctantly (enough) going back to college (with a 4.0, after 25 years away from the routine), soon to enroll in nursing school, unless someone or something can somehow extricate me from that future. (I'm 44, male). It's too long a sad enough story to get into here.

yet you list your occupation on your blog as a dreamweaver.....Sorry cant take you seriously even in the slightest bit now

Finally, I have a few or several acute physical symptoms and manifestations of which some or perhaps most, or perhaps none, are psychosomatic, or psychiatric-hallucinated. Have had minor enough hallucinations and a few psychic visions of which are too personal to elucidate here.

Cant say Im too surprised there. Maybe this entire thought of you being the only one to be a representative is one of your hallucinations?

(I have no job or health insurance).

Didnt realise dreamweaver was an occupation



[edit on 30/12/2009 by OzWeatherman]

How many more Jesus/God complexes do we have to endure...sigh~


PUI ing is never a good idea.
Posting
Under
the
Influence.

Go sleep it off, or put your straight jacket back on.

Surprise Surprise! Another 'Special' Person!

I wont bother wasting time pulling apart the authors story as it does it all by itself - but I will say that ATS is quickly becoming an awesome resource for any budding Psychiatrists & Psychologists wishing to study:

- Attention Seeking Disorders
- Münchausen Syndrome
- Narcissism
- Mythomania
- Pseudologia Fantastica
- Pathological Lying
- Cognitive Dissonance
- Various Other Delusional Behaviors

At least it's in The Gray Area I guess! I hope you seek help and get yourself better soon man!

IRM

[edit on 30/12/09 by InfaRedMan]

Good blessings to you in nursing school if you decide to go that route. I'm going into my final semester of nursing soon. It's tough, but one heck of an experience, and the lifes you get to touch are really special. Take care..Gum