posted on Dec, 16 2009 @ 07:53 PM
I often feel like I'm going crazy too when knowledge and events are accelerating for me.
Right now I feel pretty sane, so I guess I'm not challenging myself enough...
We are raised on BS and that is why our minds fight it when we realize that we have been raised on BS; they are not used to thinking in other ways.
The being who is comfortable questioning its own sanity, has a very strong mind imo. The being who can question the very legitimacy of what its own
eyes tell it, and its ears and other senses, is not asleep.
As far as what is true and what is not true... there is no difference. Everything is true, and simultaneously false. Even all the things you don't
believe in, are all true, and the things you believe in, are all false. This is because everything is only a matter of perception, we only
see the things we look for, and words themselves are all lies. They never are the things they represent conceptually, there is always 100000 miles
between a word and the thing it actually "points" to. Everything is experiential and everything WILL be experienced. If it won't be, then you
could have no conception of it anyway.
Putting this into practice on a daily basis is difficult. We are almost required to believe some things are true and others are false. Here you must
use your WILL, and WILL the most appropriate shapes and forms into your reality that most accurately fit it and reflect it. But these ideas, like
words, are never actually the thing itself... We are always making room for our best approximations of "truth." So you must remember that
we are all talking nonsense at all times. The only meaning for words or ideas is what we will with our own minds. These are just squiggles and lines
on a "computer screen," and your thoughts are all just mesmerizing electrical noises in your head.
"You" are more than all of that; "you" "are" "everything."
[edit on 16-12-2009 by bsbray11]