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The only advice I can really give...having gone through frustrating times in my life similar to your one...is just keep looking...keep researching and connecting the dots until eventually one truth will become clear while others fade away as non-truth...just keep digging and things will slowly begin to make sense...the start of your journey will only grow rapidly in complexity as you research and discover new things...you will be flooded with information...but you will reach a peak in that complexity where anything past that will start to make sense of things for you and you can slowly buy surely rule out what isn't truth and what is...the puzzle pieces will slowly come together...
Now the frustrating thing is once i feel like i am making progress and finding proof for one theory, I am shown proof of another theory, and i use the term proof very lightly.
Originally posted by GobbledokTChipeater
Once you have found a/the truth, what are you going to do with it anyway?
Do you ever get tired of looking?