i had a paranormal experience tonight that i would like to document and get feedback on. the short version is that my laptop crashed in the most
peculiar way while i was writing a college paper. upon my own analysis, i will give the occurrence any one of the following three conclusions.
1. just yer normal, everyday computer freek-out.
2. computer is reacting to my own heightened state of being.
3. 3rd party is interrupting the use of my computer.
first, the evidence. story follows afterward....
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draft of paper i am working on, PDF IS HERE
i am composing a final paper for my literature class. the subject of the class is the Adam & Eve creation myth. in my paper, i am attempting to
synthesize and correlate the Creation myth with the following modern theories:
- Rupert Sheldrake, Morphogenetic Field
- Wilhelm Reich, Orgone Bioplasma
- Ken Wilber, nested holarchy
- L. Ron Hubbard, Dianetics
consciousness studies is, IMO, the most important field of emerging science. i am working on a theory of conscious experience and evolution as
related to the story of Creation. this is a subject of research that i have been preparing for more than a decade. it is very close to my heart.
i was in the middle of an incredibly intense brainstorming session (bottom of page 2 and continuing to page 3) in which my own state of consciousness
was heightened. i was exploring and mapping my own consciousness and my awareness seemed to expand into areas that i have never experienced
and then the letter 's' appeared.
the character 's' was being input to my computer at such a rate that all other processes hung. evidence of this is shown in the above photo. i
attempted to re-boot, but the BIOS itself was interrupted by the input of the 's' character. i was forced to remove the physical keyboard input.
upon system reboot, i managed to open my file to resume work. but the screen began scrolling in an erratic fashion. i have prepared a video of the
screen-view. in the video i have shown that an up/down movement of the mouse pointer was correlated with the upward and downward movement of the scan
lines on the screen.
i resolved to quit working for the night.
now several hours later, with my mental state returned to normal, my computer has also returned to normal.
i want to mention only one other coincidence. i am writing about the Adam and Eve myth and the character that was interrupting my writing was the
's'. at the time of the occurrence, i considered the 's' to represent the SERPENT. i also find it significant that the involuntary 's' created
the word "ssssssseven".
so, please, tell me what you think. have i finally gone mad, or is this sort of thing completely normal?