reply to post by Realtruth
The reason for the safety issue is that I'm an experiencer, and have sought protection for years from unwanted experiences, from my Higher Self,
Guides, Family above, so there is a caution in this as well. Also I'm not quite sure on the permissions, for example, have been woken up with more of
myself doing a checkup on me, like Higher Self checkup, and known that I had come from somewhere and wanted to get back, and then had the curtain fall
quickly, as opposed to it normally taking a long time to go back to sleep when I wake in the night, but as with ET instant curtain of sleep falling,
while I cried, "wait wait wait, where did I just come from, and where am I going?"
So its as if my Higher Self and Guardian is willing to give me some strong hints, about the astral, but closes the door on me doing it consciously.
So, my goal has been for a while now, to astrally project consciously, to seek the answers I need for things. To convince my Higher Self to let me do
this. But, if that occurs, is it meant to, what if my Soul gives me this saying, "Ok here you go, but it will a tough lesson, do your best" kind of
I had 2 days of checkups, from bases here, tall humans, that started with flashes in the sky one evening and a metalic orb at my son's second story
But the whole start was a mental projection, one that is in my nature to do, but its spontaneous and not under my control, it just happens, not
something I choose to do, naturally and quickly to explore something, and knowing that, having been pulled to a friends abduction, spontaneously, not
willfully, and our entire family experiencing an abduction several days after this, really puts caution in me.
Then a friend sent me a picture of a lake, volcanic in South Amercia, and the energy signature off it was strong, in fact words in another language
started forming. Andromedan came instantly to mind, so I wrote to him and said this is a base, holding back "andromedan" and he said, yes, its an
andromedan base with a stargate.
That really alarmed me, as I can be pulled so quickly at times, and based on the abduction with wounds in the past, I spent the entire day trying to
not think of that base, to not project any part of me to that base. The result was, I was out through a stargate in no time in the astral somehow, I
don't know how, but seemed to recognize the system, and thought instantly that they would have picked up my energy profile.
THe flashes, metallic orb, showed up later that night. Along with a physical gynelogical checkup. And the next day again. I assumed this checkup
was beign done by greys, but it was a woman who met my mind, and a male in armor guarding, very tall male, who revealed he was there when I chose
kindness as my response, though I wanted none of this, wanted no ufology events in my life. That man revealed he was from Taurus constellation 65
light years away and Telos/Shasta, and aldeberan is 65.1 light years away in Taurus.
So the bases are all connected.
That is the kind of things that astral can invite when you're an experiencer, and yet want to be consciously aware, feel its an essentially freeing
skill, a part of progressive energy work.
I've often wondered if my HS is protecting me with the cap on it. Though have set the goal that I don't want to explore off limit places, (I didn't
then either, already knew they were off limit), but only want to seek Higher Self Contact, and main Guide, but the flexibility of being able to
develop more skills to help also comes to mind.
As for the other form of projection, I have to spend time consciously working on not thinking of something, that I don't want to go there, and that
doesnt always work as the energy seems to pull me, and so when I feel the energy in a place, its a constant effort to put it out of mind, no need to
explore that in any way.
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