posted on Jan, 21 2013 @ 01:40 PM
I did something quite amazing with my eyes, and now seeing seemingly impossible but somewhat disturbing stuff. Relates to this thread but much more
advanced, giving me great insight and knowledge. To start, I've had (having) some very strange, disturbing paranormal activity here and I am
concerned about my safety but hopefully I'll be starting a thread soon to address that (I'm new and need 20 posts to initiate a thread).
This is something I unintentionally developed, and perhaps tricked into, using my mind's eye Crazy as it sounds but I am able to see subatomic
particles and more. I am a normal person and am not delirious or on '___', although somewhat naive and ignorant as to what I was messing with.
With String Theory in mind. I would use the lucidness of my mind's eye at night to visualize a star 200 billion light years away, zeroing in and
focusing on a tiny dot with my eyes closed. I'd do this every night. Eventually I was able to see a white spot and I'd have to keep concentrating
and holding my vision to keep it steady. After a while I was able to lock onto this, and then imaging the star moving back another 200 billion years
and trying to zoom in on the fraction of the white dot. After a while I was easily able to pull this up.
I have one of those Brookstone daylight spectrum lamps. With it turned on at first I was able to see small orbs going into and out of the light and
appearing/disappearing in thin air. These are natural light orbs that exist in nature and everything is made up of them. Some would fly around
independently, some just floating into and out of the light. Some would go into my finger with ease. When I flicked my fingers small orb particles
would come out. I'd slam a book and orbs would come out. They seemed to be in all objects. Over several days orbs became smaller and smaller and I'd
keep searching harder looking for them. I'd do the thing with my eyes (now open) with great ease and 3-4 dots would appear, and I'd see layers of
orbs appearing from the fine dust that I began seeing. Searching harder, the orb particles eventually turned into a massive storm of small particles
and the beginning of clouds and that is where i stopped. I didn't want to see more.
Now for the real crazy stuff. I was stupid and went to the gym and testing out my 'new found power'. There is much more air space at the gym and was
checking out the great range of dust particles, focusing in on different sections, and it was scary. I was able to focus in on different sections of
the airborne particles at various distances. I had this incredible focus and range. And each section seemed as if it's own world. My eyes began
hurting and I noticed a greater range on my peripheral vision. Whitish particles now everywhere and my visual contrast was flattening out.
When I got home I could hardly read because of the white visual noise. I was crying because I thought I messed my eyes up. I was seeing bug-like
things flying around, into and out of the light, everywhere, along with a massive amount of fine particles. I eventually started to pull/stretch my
vision out towards the peripheral and things would start to filter out again. But every time I shut my eyes, the white 'star' dot would immediately
pop up as if to try luring me deeper. I began praying to God to keep me from seeing this and I've been trying to become unaware of the fine garbage I
was seeing. But I would occassionally see tiny orbs floating around me and going into my body.
And like I said, I am having some crazy paranormal activity here and I was messing with evps. Pretty stupid.I've never been good at science, let
alone quantum physics but have a lot of revelations. Everything in life is made up of these natural orb particles. Containers if you will. They hold
spirits, our soul, information, what ever. I believe that the subatomic world us is what we are to the universe, and this continues and continues for
many levels. We store everything we learn in life in these containers and when we die we take this information with us to the next level up towards
God, each level we become more knowledgable, etc. I have sooo much more but my biggest concern is with what I am dealing with here.
I was naive and invited something(s) into my life that I thought were 'friends' and here for me in a time of great need. I did crazy evps. Things
started disappearing. I've been attacked, probed, raped by these strong static things that I can't see. Strange things started happening with books
and I got rid of several. Things seem quite now but I am terrified to turn the lamp on, as that is where my attacks mostly happened.
I live in NYC and am open to talking with someone if interested. I am concerned with my safety as now I am onto whatever and got rid of an object that
I found before everything started. Wish I could get together with a physicist for help and to share this info.