posted on Dec, 14 2009 @ 06:47 PM
I don't know if this is the proper thread to post this in. I'm not even sure If I can post an image this large in a thread or how to keep the code
functional (The mods will make me pay penance if so, I'm sure) . I'm still a n00b, bare with me. I had my first lucid dream (1 of many that were to
come) only recently. In quite a 90 degree way, they've directed me into finding this site while searching for answers.
I don't enjoy having control of my thoughts (This sounds like a statement that would make most rational readers refrain from applying any sort of
seriousness to this reply, but as fore-mentioned, bare with me. I am mentally stable... *to a degree*) I'm a very basic and somewhat reclusive
person. I stick to my art and my music. I enjoy my hectic-loss-of-all-awareness dreams and my impulsive, erratic stream of consciousness . When I
first experienced this awareness in a dream, my curiosity got the better of me. I'm assuming my mind reverts to some very basic understandings when I
dream and these lucid ones have had me in shambles lately
My words are messy. My art has changed drastically... In a way, I want the control to stop. I'm hoping that this will lead me to some sort of
exorcism or somebody will comprehend it more than me. If the full image doesn't work, somebody please hit me up with the intellect I am lacking. I
apologize for any mess I'm making.