posted on Nov, 30 2009 @ 03:49 PM
....., but the fault or fissure at least creates a crack in the ego, allowing for the possibility of an outer light entering, but only if we WILL.
And we will only if we believe in free will itself. I become impatient by many’s reluctance to accept the concept of faith. I am certainly not
talking about any specific religion or ideology or what have you, as these tend to have faith in you, to pull your puppet strings, rather than you
having faith in them. No, I am speaking of faith as the reconciliation of hope and fear. Nevertheless, even the most logical and precise has its
axioms, its foundations. It is in these things it believes. It has faith in these foundations, at least until they are shown to not fit with, to not
reconcile with, to not mesh with the current picture the artist paints. At this point, it is necessary for the artist to develop another faith, as
faith in nothing renders the artist irrelevant. With no faith, no foundation, the artist has no SOURCE material from which to create.
I see this current order as merely the master/slave order, ya know, domination and manipulation, divide and conquer, hope and fear, master and slave.
People dominate because they want to NOT be manipulated out of their position, and because their ego’s desire to be greater than another, which
screws it all up, as we are interconnected. ILLiterate IDiots and our egos. Where an id was, there shall an ego be. The problem is our ego developed
out of our ill ids, and it thinks it is divine, like a sort of superego, but it is an egocentric devil. The FALSE CENTER of ego. We are all guilty,
so we must all forgive each other. People manipulate because, YES, they want to ASSume the position of master, and because they do NOT want to be
dominated. People hope for something because they fear something else, and they fear something because they hope for something else. Problem is
nobody wants to be dominated or manipulated by another, but we are trying to dominate and manipulate our way out of the domination/manipulation
dynamic . What mindless animated meat puppets we have been, for we have all been afraid of the most obvious of truths, love. Beyond the hope/fear
wheel, one in which hope turns to fear turns to hope ad infinitum, ad nauseum, is a central loving faith. It is THE reconciling principle that gets
us out of this "hell" realm.
When people view any higher authority through the lens of their ego, they always split it into two. This is a beast masquerading as divine. In order
to create a heaven for oneself, one creates a hell for other, and so on and so forth.
Satan becomes God and God becomes Satan. They are both the same being. I will state that I see both God and Satan as disgusting, REACTionary beasts
that keep us running in circles. They both seek total control. One is the right hand and one is the left hand of THE BEAST who, in all its folly,
thinks it is the end all be all of all that ever was, is, and will be. Neither are the ONE true God, THE common thread which somehow is in us all,
guiding us all. We cannot explain it with mere words, but we can guide ourselves and others to sync up, if you will. We can use words to lead
ourselves and others to this singularity, as it is truly the ONE thing which is certain. All else springs from this one thing, and it must develop a
mind to return. Beyond that, I am not sure, as that is a whole different realm, but it is, of course, far more “heavenly.”
On a related note, although it might be tangential on this circle, with women less capable of being viewed as second class citizens by society today,
there is much integration taking place, as integration has been deemed "feminine." BTW, I believe we have always lived in a dualarchy, half
patriarch and half matriarch. I see the patriarch aspect as external focused power and the hero or villain in a drama. I see the matriarch aspect as
the drama creator in this matrix, seeking resolution to her circular drama. Both women and religion are given acceptable authority in this aspect,
although men can be drama queens as well, although less are, as it is socially reprimanded. Both men and women can do it, but men tend to be not
selected by women if they behave in such a way, as women project their animus onto the men they seek. That thing they perceive as NOT them. We split
ourselves in two, per reptilian cord in our brain, and we define ourselves by what we are NOT. Men self-identify as NOT women. Women self-identify
as NOT men. That ever-present mirror existing in duality. When singularity occurs, either miracles or plagues manifest. As woman has been a selfish
manipulator (selfish as in denying any of the "other" "manly" aspects) and man has been a selfish dominator (selfish as in denying any of the
"other" "womanly" aspects), when they unite they create a warring devil, both God and Satan in this current cycle. The wheel revolves in
revolution after revolution, the revolutionaries overthrowing the reactionaries so that they can be the new reactionaries. The devil's drama, so to
speak, continues, albeit with role-swapping. Mindless animated meat puppets running around in circles in this order of division, war, and
exploitation, all thinking if the roles swap that the story will somehow magically change. How foolish this is. It is the essential folly of
humanity. It just repeats. Most are chasing the lying rabbit, the false center, the ego masquerading as the end all be all, the devil-like beast.
The character seeking and eventually aligning with the spiritual center, loving others as oneself and seeking spiritual reconciliation, this is the
only "character" we can play that has authority over this nasty BEAST. When men approach this center, they become, say, more like Christ. BTW,
remember that Christ is attributed as saying, “We judge others to the extent that we are judged.” In other words, judge some other wonderful soul
as going to “hell,” then we create the downward spiral in ourselves that leads us into this “hell” realm of pure hate and separation. When
women approach this center, they become, say, more like Sophia. Christ and Sophia are madly in love with each other, truly unite as one in ecstasy,
and they become a sort of flourishing, boundlessly life-giving principle that naturally spreads to those in their glowing presence, as it such a
wonderful thing. (continued)........