posted on May, 20 2004 @ 07:29 PM
I probably didn't word the title that well, but I was wondering if it's possible for Angels/Demons to.. not really posess.. but kind of
"influence" people? As in they somehow "influence" the things you say/do? I was wondering due to a few incidents:
(1) Once one of my friends was pretty depressed, and I spent at least 2 hours over a couple of days talking to them, and trying my best to bring their
spirits back up. Words came pretty easily I remember, but I'm not usually the "comforting" type of person.
Well after about a week they said that they felt much better and not as sad and cynical. They even likened me to a "guardian angel" and that I
inspired them to not care about what other people think and such.
Like I said, I don't feel like I'm the type of person that comforts others in times of trouble, and knows how to use the right words, etc.
Could an angel have helped me to help my friend (we are both Protestant Christians)
(2) I get angry relatively easily, especially if I already wasn't in a super-happy mood. I'd say at least once a week I yell at my parents and swear
at them, etc. Even at school I'd get pissed off and start to swear and feel like literally destroying something.. someone.
There was this one time though, where I don't know what triggered me, but I just got really REALLY angry and I started to kick over the garbage
cans, punching dents in the walls, throwing random objects around my house. My father was telling me to "Calm down" and whatnot.. then I turned
around to look at him and I saw fear in his eyes.
I don't really clearly remember what happened, but the next thing I know my father's trying to restrain me from causing any more damage to
anything, and me yelling something along the lines of "I CAN DESTROY YOU RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW" and pushing him to the floor. Then I said "How can
you be so tolerant? It's disgusting." I felt pure hatred. I've NEVER, EVER done or said ANYTHING like that before... and I've been pretty angry
before. I noticed that my voice was a lot louder and stronger than it ever is when I normally yell.
After about 20 mins, I just calmed down totally.. and didnt understand why any of that happened.
It is possible that a demon may have taken advantage of my already weakened (angry) state and used it to channel it's evil?