I wouldnt want the truth nor to be of the truth because it would hurt experiencing every pain that comes with it. And if God is truth, then it
sucks to be God.
You put a laugh icon on it, but maybe it's so.
R.D. Laing in his book,
The Politics of Experience, presents a first-person account of a visionary experience endured by Jesse Watkins. In his
vision, Watkins imagines himself to become increasingly powerful, and then realizes that this transformation is happening so that he can take his turn
at being God.
In this theology, everybody sooner or later must serve as God for a while. And only for a while, because the job is so horrendous.
You can find a related motif in many stories, where someone is tricked, or else heroically volunteers, to become a fulltime world servant. Atlas,
Paul's Jesus, ... it was even a subplot in the
Babylon 5 TV series.
This may explain why the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob is so grumpy so often. He has a dirty job. He thinks you ought to be grateful somebody's
doing it so that you don't have to.