hi all ye paranoid and confused who just woke up and trying to catch their breth while the mind still lingers on the images from their dream. there's not much to say about myself except that I think I figured out some things in life, but most of questions are still unanswered. it's difficult to dig for the truth on the net sue to ever increasing amount of noise (conspiracy?), I hope this forum has a higher signal to noise ratio so I am here.
wish you all the best.
Mushi

Welcome to the best place for paranoid people online.

Here are a few bits of advice to help you through your "awakening"

1-Forget using words like "awake" to describe your new attention to your world/life around you. It is a buzz-word created by the very people wanting you to remain "turned off" and "disabled". It is a trap in itself...accepting you are now "awake" only leads one to "assuming" they are now "fixed" or "on top of what is really happening" No matter how far-down-the-rabbit-hole you travel, you are "nowhere near fully aware". "Awake" simply rests your mind enough to weaken your efforts of "searching for truth" Remain "aware" but admit to yourself that you are "forever lost" and "unaware" At best it will keep you actively searching...and be weary of "daft kids" preaching how "awake they are". These same kids can't do their own taxes, have no understanding of history or politics, and rarely (if ever) make relative observations on today's problems without attached them to "boogie-men" or "specters of media created evils".

2-The guy above me is correct. Take time to polish what you write here. Yes, it is NOT important to "be a perfect writer" or even "an above the norm communicator". But there are many friendships/contacts to be made here that may assist you in "finding more truth", and some of them may overlook or ignore you if you do not seem to "care enough to polish your own words" here. You don't "have" to take this advice...but I highly suggest you consider it.

3-If you are "just now starting to realize" a lot of crap going on around you - then you are on to a good start. But make sure you understand that "conspiracy" has recently become a "mainstream-media" . The History channel, Discovery, all news sites, movies, commercials, cartoons, toys, stickers, etc....have all begun to adopt "conspiracy as an add-tactic". Indeed this has added to the growing huge number of young people "waking up" recently. Be aware that MOST of the info flooding your senses on these matters are finely crafted tools in bringing you to buy a product or trust an individual selling a product. I can not say that loud enough.

4-Relax...you are in good company...for "some part".

5-Be safe and never allow anyone to persuade you into violent revolution and hate. There is a large attempt at getting us to stand up and cause chaos for "seemingly good reasons"...no...its a scam to get us "thinking folks" in trouble. Remain at peace with your own intents and actions and no one will be able to prosecute you in a court of law.

6-Beware the boogie-men, ghosts, aliens, time travelers, agents, spooks and goblins here. They are sent to erase all credibility of all things of importance within these pages, here on ATS (or just fools looking for attention from those dumb enough to invest it unwisely). Do not be sucked into their tomfoolery and disinformation.

With that all said...if your new "awareness" to "problems around" you is bringing you any pain, confusion, paranoia or fear...just know you are NOWHERE near alone in this and no matter what happens you have millions of like-minded people around you also "waking up" to what is going down.

Good luck and welcome to ATS.

[edit on 18-11-2009 by Mr Mask]

Thanks guys, wise words, will try to follow them, but it's easier said than done.

@TarzanBeta
I am trying, I am trying. Don't think I can hide behind "I am a non native speaker" argument either.

@MrMask
1. Agree. However I used the term loosely, as a first step in a long chain of Eureka moments, hopefully a life long. My understanding is that it is not a two-state boolean description of the conscience.
2. Again agree. Although it's hard to do and brings a risk of snobbery to anyone who is trying to achieve excellence, commendably so.
3. Yet again agree. The crap is everywhere. Did not realise that it's fashionable now, but I can see your point when I stop and think about it. In my circles people still laugh when a word conspiracy is thrown.
4. Can’t do that for now
5. Agree to a degree. During most if not all wars and revolutions, people on the front line were simply played. On the other hand if people do not express strongly their indignations to TPTB, this will be taken by TPTB as an OK. Also sometimes "strongly" have to be very strong when the less strong expressions of unhappiness do not work. I am afraid (I hope I am wrong) that any person can be found guilty of braking some law, it's bearable currently because there are still many people act decently, just wait till some of their comforts are taken away from them.
6. Yeah, how do you deal with those?

You can find the answers to life and the universe at lawofone.info and no im not kidding.

Im sure you will find what you are looking for with something on here or that with yourself combined you shall fin d solution.

thanks guys, I hope I do find what I am looking for and with not much effort too. So far I have mixed impressions.

Aren't we all a little mixed up sometimes?

Originally posted by mushibrain
hi all ye paranoid and confused who just woke up and trying to catch their breth while the mind still lingers on the images from their dream. there's not much to say about myself except that I think I figured out some things in life, but most of questions are still unanswered. it's difficult to dig for the truth on the net sue to ever increasing amount of noise (conspiracy?), I hope this forum has a higher signal to noise ratio so I am here.
wish you all the best.
Mushi

never stop asking!

welcome here. seems you found the right bunch of people to get more confused...
and find gems in confusion... it's not easy to find your path through obstacls of (self) distrust and lack of confidence... but its worth going... you can't come by everything rationally... so use the irrational...

best,
bertrand

thanks again for more welcomes.
Oh the confusion, it's unbearable, but so addictive at the same time