posted on Nov, 14 2009 @ 12:18 PM
Here I am, 215am...
racking my brain over wether i should really be with my girlfriend or not.
Im 26, shes 36.
Weve been together 2yrs.
We always knew we were different, hobbies, likes, dislikes.. but we just made use of it and got along.
We have a really close intimate bond...
But, something this week has really made me ask wether we should be together or not?
She's very passive, careful and quite.
Doesnt swim, doesnt like sports...
Me, I play sports every second night..
i scuba dive..
I love travelling with a backup a map and a tent in foreign lands.
Lately ive had a bad itch to pack up and travelling for 6 months on my own..
she likes hotels, cafe's... tv and dancing..
I like risks, dangerous activites..
she's very quite and careful..
There lots of jobs up in the mines up north i want to go to , month on month off.. she doesnt want to leave our area.
she doesnt want kids, or marriage... im really 50 50 on both.. but i always liked the idea of a son.
I dunno.. maybe i cant find solice in my mind, so im hoping someone can throw me some thoughts of their own...
[edit on 14-11-2009 by Kristol n Stauss]