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Originally posted by gandhi
Any similar feelings, experiences, i have no idea what the right word would be anymore. my vocabulary has been contradicting its self quite a bit in the past...while.
people who experience time differently than others.
I no last month occurred, but remembering it is near impossible
I have no basis of reality anymore, no sense of normal or abnormal, good or bad
i believe i am experiencing freedom, realizing i have nothing at all holding me back.
Originally posted by gandhi
There has been talk about people who experience time differently than others.
Let's begin.
Laity, for the past few months, i have as im sure a few others here, have been feeling weird about time. at first i thought it was just me wanting to be one of those individuals, and i still am some what skeptical and still think this.
If i think back a month, i have no base on when that was. It is hard to explain, almost like trying to remember a childhood memory, but cant quite place when it occurred. but your sure it was anywhere from x to x. I no last month occurred, but remembering it is near impossible, all the basis i have is what i saw then and matching it to now to see what has changed. my birthday, October 21st, feels like it hasn't come yet this year. and when i try to remember back to that day, i can only remember the moment i was thinking about this same subject.
Your body actually retains every memory from the time you where conceived. To access those memories is another thread.
The only reason i am taking concern is because my whole reality has since been shattered. this is what makes me think something might be happening to me. I have no basis of reality anymore, no sense of normal or abnormal, good or bad, right or wrong. its me experiencing, and its beautiful. i have no more worries, im in high school, and ever sense this happened, i have been skipping high school more and more to learn about life. i wont let school get in the way of my education no longer. i believe i am experiencing freedom, realizing i have nothing at all holding me back.
The reason you have no worries is that you are still young and feel protected. By experiencing the knowledge that you can gain in high school you can raise your chances of greater experiences through the rest of your life. Knowledge is not limited to philosophy. Choices that we make are the only probabilities that hold us back. By skipping school you are not gaining the knowledge, which equals power. That will hold you back in some form or another.
my apologies if that above sentence sounds odd, you must understand my perspective on everything has changed completely, and i feel i am still getting used to it. expressing my self in this way, that is.
Your perspectives will change throughout your life. Ask anyone of this.
Let me recap this.
Started out as life feeling like a dream. (time acting weird)
Ended up with me realizing a lot, just by my perception on time changing, or at least i think its my perception on time changing.
Any similar feelings, experiences, i have no idea what the right word would be anymore. my vocabulary has been contradicting its self quite a bit in the past...while.
thinking of time so much it becomes obsolete. but i really cant remember things in order anymore, nor can i recall that 2 days ago was the day following yesterday.
Originally posted by LordBucket
I suppose one possible interpretation would be that you're growing to become simultaneously aware of all points of time in your experience.
If so, I would expect that your experience would progress from merely discrepancies of sequence to becoming aware now of multiple "instants" of time in your life.
That might be considerabely less disconcerting when it happens if you know it may be coming.
this is VERY well said.
you're seeing his (or any such) experience from within the "house of words"
His experience of the world - or mine - is NOT your experience
we do NOT inhabit the same reality.