posted on Oct, 24 2009 @ 01:03 PM
I have made it my reality. i always get thoughts about if its real or not though. you think back and realize, these are just two totally different
ways of looking at life. theres billions! its all just perspective, and "knowing" or not doesn't really matter at all. its kind of like, when you
become king, then you realize "oh maybe i didn't want to become king, because it just wasn't relevant".
Basically, come realization, comes a totally different view on every aspect of your life. you don't notice when you realize, because as you said, you
weren't able to hold it long. I'm young, 17, and doing this was not hard, but more of a unwanting in the process. leaving everything i thought
valuable and true, to a totally new, but old in a way, life style.
To sum it all up, as much as excitement goes, just like a new i pod touch, the love for it goes as it becomes your reality. But its very heart
warming, and makes you surprisingly mature. i actually find it hard to talk to anyone under 35 about anything in a serious manner. i hate high school
now as well, its holding me back more than anything. the whole system in general, believe me, its not about money in any way shape or form, thats a
game man invented. its about extending energy, it what you want and what you want for the whole. be balanced, don't over react to idiotic things,
such as someone beating your car up, or egging your house. this goes for most things.