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Originally posted by OmegaLogos
reply to post by HimurakaIchigo
Explanation: Its is a demon...its called your body and brain which is inhabited by your mind/soul. Your apparently still a young teenager and it will be about 10 more years until you stop growing and most of the last bit of growth to take place is in your frontal cortext part of your brain which is directly responsible for thinking clearly and being able to be truely dispassionate when assessing anything.
Personal Disclosure: I personally have suffered from schizophrenia which had its onset in my early teenage years and even with extremely good medictaion and at highly tweaked and tuned [to me] level of dosage I still fully hallucinate [all types of sensations etc but mainly sight and sound]
and the only thing that keeps me "safe" is regular psychiactric appointments for Neuro Linguistic Programing etc and My well trained ability to discern the difference between whats Objective and real and whats purely Subjective to me alone! For example I often see people who are not actually there for anybody else and these entities can and do interact with me and THIS FEELS TOTALLY REAL TO ME! I've been punched and yes it hurts but no bruises etc..WTH? But when I realize that this entity casts a wrong or no shadow and glides without walking etc I quickly cotton on and I ignore them if I'm in real company or I engage them when I'm not! IMO I would inform your parents about the sleep paralysis and get them to have a couple of different GP's check you out medically for both your and their peace of mind if nothing else! Also get yourself checked out for any hormonal etc imbalances that may be exascerbating any metabolic functions.
P.S. Please read my Disclaimer that can be found elsewhere [any of my threads] and I also recommend you check this recent ATS thread out, called How to Stop Sleep Paralysis Forever. [ATS thread] [Note I havent had time to fully assess that ATS thread but I offer it up as a possible avenue for you to investigate and get informed.
Originally posted by BlackVelvet
I have been studying the paranormal and I have got to say this definatly sounds like a demon. Demons are nasty little bastards and there one aim is to create as much mayhem, fear and pain as they can. However there are things you can do to help deter it, but i have to worn you if you decide to get rid of it, things will become worse then they become better. Okay firstly demons and evil spirits are drawn in my a negetive energy, so the reason why it's mainly affecting you is that you are under alot of stress and/ or are very negetive towards something or someone. Try and relax, do things that make you calm, in turn this will help you from being targeted and possessed. Also now I know this will be hard because you sound terrified but demons are also attracted by fear, your fear is making the demon happy and therefore it continues to do things that will make you scared. If this thing mainly attacks you at night there are things you could do to protect yourself, most lores agree that salt is like a protection shield, demons and ghosts can not cross it, my advise would be to put lines of salt around your bed. But i think the best thing would be to contact your church and ask the priest to perform an exorsim, or even contact some paranormal investigators and see if they can help you in any way. I wish you all the luck in this and hope you problems get sorted out quickly.