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-> When I was young, I used to hear like voices. These were actually whispers, like many voices speaking to each other, in a tongue I could not identify. At the time, I was having a strong alien phobia (started the day I saw the movie Roswell, I was like 4 years old), and I used to believe these were short greys commenting on what I was doing. With time, it stopped. When I think about it, I either think I was hearing voices coming from other entities, or just my hears bugging. Any one of you can help me about it ?
-> I used to remember less than I dream per month, until I started focusing on them. I now remember almost all of them. Here are two dreams I had lately that caught my attention :
-> It was a weird dream, because I just wasn't myself. I mean, I was somebody else, totally unrelated to me it seems. It was just like I could remember my life, what I looked like and all this stuff, but it wasn't my life. I seemingly was a russian scientist (not joking :lol, based on mars with another scientist (a female one). We were alone, maybe accompanied with robots (they reminded me of the cybermen from Doctor Who), but I'm not sure about it. We were based near a lake of fresh water. At the bottom of the lake was a special material needed to make some new weapon. We took the water away from the lake, and in the bottom was some sort of animal, which was about my size, and looked like a squid. I got angry because the animal needed the water, and replenished the lake, while the other scientist was telling me that they will have me executed, but I didn't matter about it. Then, end of the dream, and I was myself back again, dreaming I was playing video games with a friend. The weirdest thing still was that I never had any dream in which I was a different person, and I know nobody who had this king of experience !
-> One night, before sleeping, I meditated and asked my spiritual guide to make himself seen. The same night, I had a dream. There was someone in front of me. We were in some random room. He was talking to me about my future goals, telling me how "cool" were the things I was planning to do (I write novels, and also expect to be a game designer). I don't remember who it was. The first name which came to my mind was Tolkien, even if he really didn't look like him. Maybe I was biased by the fact that this man is my idol, both from an artistic and a personnal point of view. In my dream, it was a quite fat man, with black hairs and a small beard. I also had another idea while making this thread : maybe it was the future myself coming and telling me to believe in my future ?
-> Another question, getting back to my old friends the ETs. A few nights ago, while meditating, I happened to be thinking about contacting them telepathically. I started sending "flares" to the sky, to see if I could get any answer. And then, I "saw" a Short Grey face, looking at me. I felt they would come, so I started being affraid. So I made some sort of "protective shield" around me, expanding it to the whole room. Then I opened my eyes, and everything was back to normal.
-> Last question, about reincarnation this time. How do I know "how old' my soul is ? I lately developped the idea that I was "an old soul", certainly living my last life on Earth before ascending to higher planes. This idea comes from the fact that I feel like tired of living, and allways felt so. I'm only hanging to what I believe to be my destiny. I also think I have a stronger "energy" than many people, yet not being an exceptional one. Let's say just above the middle