reply to post by crmanager
Hi crmanager, I feel you are really looking for an answer and I appreciate your call for respectful interaction. Here's my story; I am someone who
used to be Christian.
I grew up Christian [Baptist in California], and believed it was the way: I got baptized, went to church off and on, and read the Bible. I went to
church camps and events and love how most Christians I encountered were wonderful people, kind, giving, caring, and dedicated.
When I was 11 I noticed, while reading Genesis in Summer Bible Camp that dinosaurs wee not included in the Bible. I asked about it in our class and
instructor said you just need to "take things on faith, and not ask questions." In the same class we encountered Adam and Eve... I asked "If Adam
and Eve had two sons, who did the sons marry?" I was asked to leave, and my parents were then told I was "causing other kids to lose faith" and
that they not bring me back!
I went to different Christian churches for the next 3-4 years and had fun, met people (including a girl who stole everything she could get her hands
on).
At age 20 I prayed to God. I said roughly, "God, I want to come to church but I don't feel right about it. Please guide me to an experience to let
me know the truth." The next Sunday I woke up suddenly and knew I was to go to my Grandparents church. I went and was very happy to be there. I
looked around and followed my instincts. I decided to go to a singles group for 18-25 year olds. Ten minutes into the lecture/sermon the teacher
talked about the power of prayer. He said, "Look outside... you see that red Porsche? That's MINE! If you pray hard enough you can get anything you
want!!" I walked out.
These experiences were just one guy's experience with people, not with a religion. I don't base my feelings about Christianity on these experiences,
but they certainly didn't help me trust in God's guidance for me!
I turned to the Bible and tried to find my own answers. I still didn't recognize I could give up my religion and that there are bigger truths out
there than just what's in the Bible or what preachers tell me.
I found out that the Bible is a bunch of stories that totally don't pertain to truth! There were the original dinosaur issue, the Adam and Eve's
sons issue, and many, many more. I could read the Bible as absolute truth, but that didn't work:
* I NEVER wanted to offer a son for God to burn in sacrifice. [Abraham?]
* I never wanted daughters to have sex with their dad to carry on the lineage. [Lot]
* I didn't want a King who had 1100 concubines and 700 wives to cheat on his neighbor and have the man killed. [Solomon]
* I didn't want a Bible that denied science and called things like rainbows God's word as though they didn't exist before Christianity.
I tried to take the Bible just as story, but that doesn't work either. The moral's of the stories are horrendous!
* Poor Job - God actually ruined this guy's life just to show Satan a thing or two!
* God destroys cities
* God chooses a favored twin while they're still in the womb!
They say God is love? The stories of God in the Bible portray this being as a egomaniac, brutal, unfair, ass.
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Here's why I am against Christianity...
The LOVE Christians attribute to God has ALWAYS been. Consciousness has always been. Karma has always been (cause and effect).
Christianity modeled the Bible after truth THEN they claimed the truth was due to their God giving it. The way things work in the world were here
FAAAR before Christianity ever came on the scene - the Bible Capitalized on that. Then continued and said that only priests can talk to God; give
priests your money, power, and respect.
Christianity, among other organized religions, has taken the power of conscious awareness from people, it has taken away their power of choice, and
their ability to see cause and effect with themselves as a player.
My wish? That people still practice just what they do, and stop trying to make the term Christianity fit their lives. The love and connection we feel
is due to our essence, our being human, our place in the energies of the universe.