I had those feelings many times but after 6 years in the service and now 56years of age my soul feel old and heavy. I don't have those feelings now
but understand where you are coming from. When I had these feeling I was young and everything feels possible. Having survived 911 my plane coming
from London to SFO was forced landed in Canada and now realize my government was behind it, my soul feels heavy with dispair and from what I have read
in past years regarding what TPTB are up to I have lost much hope. When our government could not help those in the storm called Katrina was another
blow to my spirit. You cannot fight city hall, but, you can try and pass on your story to the younger generation and hope that they learn the tools
to survive. I wonder if those younger are still listening to their inner feelings. Some say we are here many times. I have learned enough, I do not
need to come back again.

