have you ever gone to do something without knowing how to do it? and yet somehow, you instinctually know what your doing? i usually get this feeling when learning new card games. the oddest one was when i was taking a course for a military computer, after the course i reported to my command and was asked if i could fix their system, without any knowledge of how to trouble shoot the system or the servers, i still managed to get it up and running within 3 hours of starting my work. the only experience i had was in class and it was operator, not maintenance. so what if time isnt linear, but merely layered, and if its layered, that explains memories, deja vu, and other such things like psychics, prophets, etc. its just someone able to tap into their future memories and pull the knowledge. its a far fetched theory, but what are your opinions?

I had those feelings many times but after 6 years in the service and now 56years of age my soul feel old and heavy. I don't have those feelings now but understand where you are coming from. When I had these feeling I was young and everything feels possible. Having survived 911 my plane coming from London to SFO was forced landed in Canada and now realize my government was behind it, my soul feels heavy with dispair and from what I have read in past years regarding what TPTB are up to I have lost much hope. When our government could not help those in the storm called Katrina was another blow to my spirit. You cannot fight city hall, but, you can try and pass on your story to the younger generation and hope that they learn the tools to survive. I wonder if those younger are still listening to their inner feelings. Some say we are here many times. I have learned enough, I do not need to come back again.