posted on Oct, 16 2009 @ 08:42 PM
Well time to reflect on your life and make some changes.
If my life flashed before my eyes, I think it would start from the innocent days, back in my country where it felt like home etc etc. but then I would
expect to see that massive change in my life due to immigration, I would expect to see drugs, alcohol and women (even more than one at a time).
I would expect to see street fighting, I would expect to see the bad person I have become. So I think my life from a good religious Muslim with a
strong belief to a bad individual who stopped giving a f@@k.
I would also expect to see ATS because I have been here for 2 years I think. Ever since I have tried to change, tried to change for the better,
although still smoking that thing in almost daily bases, I'm getting there.
Still drinking every 2nd or third day, but still getting there. At this point you might think I'm an ass who still doesn't give a f@@k but I do, I
just need to put my foot down.
I'm still going Uni, trying to achieve something, although I smoke, I still pass with average marks.
So basically I would see the good and the bad, starting as good, being a child ofcurse, and was turned in to something which I probably never wanted
How will I be remembered is another thread as in itself.
Thanks for your time