reply to post by I think Im normal
You present some good questions, and I may not have any answers to them. But I will tell you what I think based on my experiences.
When I died, I argued with this being of light about coming back to this life. From my former-life perspective, I did NOT want to come back. I told
the being that it was crazy down here, everybody killing everybody and that whole reality left me disgusted and scared.
The being assured me that this time it would be different, but didn't give me a choice not to come back. It was a forced incarnation, no denying
that. At least, my former-self really did not want to come back at all. This other being however, had the last say. It knew the system, knew the
game and my lack of knowledge and ignorance was more then enough for it to simply slot me back in.
I would scream and that started the fragmentation of my former self, I like to call it the blender. It's like being blended up and poured into a new
I believe this emotional conflict is why my new life didn't want to let go. I resisted heavily as a child because I would go out-of-body and go back
to this being protesting being put back in.
All I ever got for the reason, "This time it will be different.".
Well, here I am. In the flesh. My former-self just a faded memory, and this time I have lived twice as long as that former life. Is it different?
Very much so. The being did keep it's word. I don't think it could be any more different then as it is now.
What does it all mean? What's the point? It's a very psychological mind f*** if you don't mind me saying. There is a reason, there is a point
You say that the last life is like a dream. You are right. It was just a dream. This life is just a dream. That is correct. It also is a dream.
We are just the thoughts of some deity. You are correct. We are thought, we are a dream within a dream.
What we really are is consciousness. We are part of a Universal consciousness individualized as a part of it, to be a player within ONE of many
reality systems it/we have created using thought.
What we all need to remember is, even though we are individualized parts of this universal consciousness, we still are this universal
In this life, I have come to realize that that being who I could call God which sent me back, was not someone else. That being was me, sending me
back here. And doing so, so I could continue onward to evolve into the being that I met that fateful day when it sent me back.
A really twisted temporal freakshow if you ask me. That being already knows this whole life from head to toe, planned it all carefully and in great
detail. As it has every lifetime that it has committed itself too.
Why all this reality that we subject ourselves too? Some good questions, ask yourself to show you. Let yourself answer those questions.
You have all the answers, just waiting for you to realize them.