. It's a mixture of sorrow and sadness, hate and vengefulness. It's a feeling you wish you never had to feel. There are many more rooms with many
more exhibits behind many more glass windows. I've seen receipts for the purchase of 100,000 Reichsmark's worth of Zyklon B, I've seen the plans
for Aushwitz and the hut rows in Sobibor, dolls that were once in the hands of children. Pictures of starving people, I will not post these pictures
of the mountains of bodies pushed by a tractor, or the cartloads of corpses dumped into mass graves. Even videos taken by S.S. men of the murders and
horrors. The people in the pictures were nicknamed "Muzzlemen", People who have lost the will to live. Starving people, you can see their bones and
joints past their almost transparent skin. Little children in the state of starvation, and not one, a hundred, or even ten thousand. As stated in this
memorial back at the graveyard from day 1
(photos-f.ak.fbcdn.net...) "In the memory of 1 million Jewish
children that were murdered by German Nazis 1939-1945".
There is a limit to the amount of this that you can see in one visit, one day or even a lifetime. But we didn't stop at the limit and continued to
the next Block.
Block 10 was the medical experiment house run by Josef Mengele himself.
(upload.wikimedia.org...). The windows on the
side are boarded up. Not because the building is falling apart, but because while the camp was running Mengele didn’t want people seeing what was
happening inside, and so they could not hear the painful human experiments. The house is now empty; the medical tools were taken from Auschwitz by the
Red Army to a nearby hospital where they were used to treat injured troops. It may be empty of staff and accessories, but it is full of stories. The
tour guide told us as follows: during the arrival of a transport from the west to Auschwitz, Mengele, as he commonly did was waiting at the selection
point who will work and who will die by pointing his finger left or right. He saw a young woman around the age of twenty and questioned her. After
learning she was pregnant she was taken to the medical experiment building- Block 10. Mengele waited until she gave birth to her daughter. His
experiment is as follows, he strapped the woman's chest, depriving the child of his mother's milk and creating great pain in the mother's chest.
The strap would not come off. Every day the baby cried weaker and weaker, until she was too weak to cry anymore. Mengele was examining two things,
the first was how long a baby could survive without the mother's milk, and the other was what would happen if a lactating mother would not nurse her
child. After about a couple of weeks a nurse came to the mother in agony, and presented her with a syringe of morphine, she told the mother to put her
daughter out of her misery, and that she is a young women that can still raise a new family. The mother could not bring herself to do it, and a few
days later the baby girl died of starvation. Mengele found out that the nurse was "sabotaging" his experiment and he had her sent to the nearby
death camp. The mother survived Block 10. She survived the Holocaust and the war, and she moved to Israel onto a commune and started a new family. She
died of old age few years back. I'm sorry I cannot remember the name, but there sure is one.
There is another survivor from Block 10, who claims that Mengele would put Jews in giant ovens, and examined at what temperature the body would suffer
first, second and third degree burns.
Those were two stories, just two. If that amount of evil was done, try to imagine what else he "examined".



