wow.......just, wow.

Your friends and family are so lucky to have a brave woman like you in their lives.
Telling conjures up all those feelings again, i hope you find your answers.

afterthought: if you do see them again im sure you'll bring some hurt to them!

Originally posted by ThomasHennessy
wow.......just, wow.

Your friends and family are so lucky to have a brave woman like you in their lives.
Telling conjures up all those feelings again, i hope you find your answers.

afterthought: if you do see them again im sure you'll bring some hurt to them!

Every time I do think about it or talk/write about it, I get tense and upset, and reflective. Some good, some bad, but it still scares me no end. It doesn't "help" to talk about it, really, except sometimes I seem to remember little odds and ends I had forgotten. It has been a good many years, though, and I think the future scares me more, because I sense it isn't over. I wish I could remember the things I know I was told, but know I forgot - if that makes any sense.

Supposedly, I will remember when I am supposed to.

It's not a happy way to live, though. Like always waiting for the other shoe to drop, wondering, "What happens if I miss it somehow, for some reason not foreseen?"

Thank you for the kind post.

Remarkable stories, thank you so much for sharing.

I have a suggestion that may be out there, but if you would like to have disclosure and find out what is really happening; have you ever considerred hypnosis? You may have to relive these experiences under these circumstances, but it could reveal a whole lot of answers.
I understand if it is out of the question, I can see where you are coming from if you refuse; these events seem disturbing, I can only imagine how it was in person.

Like I said the suggestion is a bit excessive, but it could work, sure it is a flawed way to prove something, with the whole "leading witness" scenerio, but who knows, you might uncover the truth.