How do you go from defending your point of view to attacking my church specifically and stating that the stench of brimstone is rampant within its walls?
EASY. You speak exactly as one who goes to the corrupt, in it for themselves church. your thoughts, your reply, ALL of it is not biblical (even tho you'll argue another 3 yards about that).
Where's the love, the compassion? The leading the weaker and less able among you to reach and find God? You talk exactly how the corrupt churches act- the weak and the lost are devoured and what's left thrown in a trash pile.
I say these things, because I HAVE LIVED THEM. I have heard the exact same words from the mouths of people who used me and then disposed of me. I have heard these words from 'godly' women who broke my heart, made me miserable, and then hid behind their god, all the while snickering. Lemme tell you this- if any of it was 'my' fault, I'd be doing drugs, have illegitimate babies in every state in the union, and have at least committed one major crime.
However, I have NOT. I lived my life as best I could have by the 10 commandments... and after seeing what it's gotten me- I now ask myself 'why'. Because god's supposed 'people' lie, cheat, steal, use foul language, lust, cheat, and do all kinds of despicable acts in the dark, and manage rewards constantly. Those of us who try to do what's required and asked get **** on to the point where we need a snorkel and a breathmint due to manure piled 10 feet around us in liquid form!
How and why? I got no idea. But I can tell you this much- I have had an absolute gutful. After being thrown out of St Peter's Country Club- I am now branded 'one of the most evil' because I don't have the cash and the goods to keep up with the ones who run the circus. I'd give $10 to see Jesus show up at these churches incognito and see how he's treated. Oh, wait. "What you do to the least of your brothers, you do to me". I just hadda pay $10. He already HAS shown up and gotten the raw treatment. Rut Roh, Rhaggy.
Don't explain your side of this to me. Explain it to God. I already screamed, cried, hollered and cursed my version to the Almighty. I may have sounded like a drunken sailor with his delicate parts caught in a door, BUT I WAS AT LEAST HONEST ABOUT IT.
If you really believe what you've been fed, you better take a long, long look in a mirror and ask yourself some VERY hard questions.


