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April 11, 1999
The video starts again and now Eric's alone. He's propped the camera on his knee or similarly close location, filming his face directly. Behind him his headboard can be made out along with a bulletin board above; he's in his bed at home. He talks about his parents and the cops who may want to have his "parents pay".
Eric: "My parents are the best #ing parents I have ever known. My dad is great. I wish I was a f@cking sociopath so I didn't have any remorse, but I do. This is going to tear them apart. They will never forget it." He then addresses his parents directly, if briefly: "There is nothing you guys could have done to prevent any of this. There is nothing that anyone could have done to prevent this. No one is to blame except me and Vodka. Our actions are a two man war against everyone else."
April 20th, 1999 tape - 30 minutes before the attack
Evidence item #200
Eric and Dylan are once more in the family room of the Harris residence. Eric is filming. Dylan is wearing a black baseball cap on backward, exposing a "B" embroidered in white on the back of the hat. He's wearing a plaid shirt, either dark blue or black with white; the shirt's untucked. There are several bags on the floor, including a large maroon one.
Eric: "Say it now."
Dylan: "Hey mom. I gotta go. It's about a half an hour till judgment day. I just wanted to apologize to you guys for any crap this might instigate as far as (inaudible) or something. Just know I'm going to a better place. I didn't like life too much, and I know I'll be happy wherever the f@ck I go. So I'm gone. Good-bye. Reb..."
Dylan takes the camera then and begins filming Eric. Eric's also wearing a plaid shirt that's either dark blue or black with white, with a white t-shirt on underneath. His lower half can't be seen.
Eric: "Yea... Everyone I love, I'm really sorry about all this. I know my mom and dad will be just like.. just f@cking shocked beyond belief. I'm sorry, all right. I can't help it."
Dylan: (interrupts) "It's what we had to do."
Originally posted by thelibra
Anyway... the diaries read like neurotic escapism gradually turned into
psychotic genocidal darwinism mixed with delusions of grandeur. These
aren't the typical traits of one whose seratonin levels are being kept
artificially low (which is typically depression and lack of energy).
SSRI drugs are designed to allow the available neurotransmitter serotonin
to be utilized more efficiently. A low level of utilization of serotonin is currently
seen as one among several neurochemical symptoms of depression. Low levels
of serotonin in turn can be caused by an anxiety disorder, because serotonin
is needed to metabolize stress hormones .
These medications evolve their effects at the serotonin transporter. They
increase the extracellular level of the neurotransmitter serotonin by inhibiting
its reuptake into the presynaptic cell. They have no or only weak effects on
other monoamine transporters, thus having little direct influence on the level of
Originally posted by LoneGunMan
These kids, I will repeat were taking Serotonin reuptake inhibitors. These drugs ... are causing people to lose their minds ... .
Originally posted by factfinder38
Just who's definition of a bully would you go by?
Everyone sees things diffrent and how do you know that someone is telling the truth about being bullied or are they just very sensitive, or maybe they like the attention they get when they are a victim of somthing.
You can not hide your kids from the world and you have to teach them to stand up and hold their chin up and face it head on or when they do get out in the world they will be victims.
I do know that bullies exist but they are usually mentaly weak people and can be beat in more ways than one.
When I was a kid I was short and fat with real ugly glasses so I had to learn to run or fight or keep my mouth shut. The workplace and the rest of the world are no diffrent.