I don't know what you are claiming, I have read some of your posts, and they're not all that positive, whereas the OP on here....
If you're using something to procur waking up, memories or enhance your insight and psi, all I can say is this: meditation. Listen to era, actually
the words they speak in their "psuedo latin" are intereting, and they alone will probably wake up some a little I think.
If you're using something to enhance the process, if you remember anything, I feel its your brain cells dying, yielding the last of their energy.
Not a very healthy way.
Also, darkness and light, duality, and some use this as being balanced. Well, my friend and I debate this one alot. I believe in redemption, that
all need to choose happiness, joy, their family who watch over and are constantly trying to reach them. Light and Love is from the Creator. This is
the natural state of health, mental health, and of the soul. Being a bent out of shape, negative, power mongler who lacks sensitivity and compassion
and can harm others isn't healthy, its mental illness in itself. This isn't a good balance. Its not like matter and anti matter, or physcis.
Though we do learn from all things, and all roles played, but only truly providing you choose light and love.
But this planet is unbalanced even in that way, for no one has free will, they're mind controlled into sleep and poisoned in the air, water, soil and
food, and even starseeds asleep still, though they will soon wake up. They're also handing in reports even in that state, and things are being
assessed about the conditions here because of it.
[edit on 9-10-2009 by Unity_99]