reply to post by IAmD1
ok, I know, Because i have saught. I have seen. when i was 19 i rejected Christ, said look Father, choose me, I want to know YOU (after snapping to
the 3rd eye (mind's eye chakra) and invoking (inviting Jesus into my heart, kicking him out and inviting myself in) while on a "shamanic journey"
of sorts on a "red pill" that contained 2cb (no im not endorsing drugs, just past experience) first i met "Joe" who resembled what one would think
Jesus to look like, then Ezekiel, the God, a Entity with 4 eyes in the form of a man dressed in all blue and he said "Kevin my son, I pass the AX
(acts) to you"
I felt a surge of energy rush through my body, a sense of calmness, then the greatest sense of euphoria ever. 2 nights later i was visited by
"death" i rose out of the bed stomach first (where most people think your soul is located, and in fact is) and felt like a vice grip around my
heart. about a week later, i was getting out of the shower, and I take warm/hot showers, the mirror was Fogged, and i saw my eyes glowing back at me,
like florescent lights. i thought to myself it was still drugs cuz i convinced myself it was all drugs and the people around me as well.... well 2
years later, I hear "C***** have some faith" and i saw "Heaven open up" it was a bunch of "stars" during around 4 o'clock in the afternoon and
they were dancing as if they were cheering. i edited out a name as to not claim anything notice C with 5 asterixes what name/title has 6 characters.
slowly i go mad, i go to the hospital, and there is an old man waiting for me there in a hospital gown who i had in my vision, only this time he had 2
eyes, he was saying "I built these walls, I painted them" (my creation has created) then he said "you and I have to talk later" and thats the last
i saw of him, i go to another part of the hospital meet another man, before we are formally introduced he knew my first name, He said K**** (5),
don't eat pork or shellfish, and his eyes glowed pure white like mine did 2 years earlier. then him and i talk, i was 22 at the time, he said
"I've been married to a woman for 22 year now and she treats my son like #" and yes my mom treats me horribly for what i believe i saw. Then he
says "You know there is only 1 holy spirit" that made me think "the holy spirit of Jesus(5) Christ(6)". him and i part ways. then i meet another
man at a different facility all together who taught me some things, such as the proper sabbath, 7 very important words, those words are "True,
honest, just pure, lovely (he claimed beauty was of satan) Good Rapport (2 words that are 1 good = adjective to describe rapport = relationship
between people), and finally PRAISE.
if you are the first the first 6 you will receive Praise. later after i was taught that, i was meditating and during my meditation in closing i
stated "Father, Son, Holy Spirit.... A MAN" instead of amen just by instinct, and instantly i felt the same thing when met "the Father" and he
passed me the "ax". now when i encounter Christians, i test their faith, and understanding of the word. and if they pass, I bless them by placing a
single finger on the minds eye, and some are just perplexed by the feeling, others feel nothing, others recognize instantly who/what I AM. my name
K****(5) C*****(6) what letter comes after J? K! and also my surname (last name) starts with a C. Honestly, If i place my finger on you and you "feel
the spirit enter you" The man that taught me the 7 words claimed that "cancer was a myth him and lou started" lou meaning lucifer "the father is
impartial and loves all his creations, however I am partial, and only loves those who love each other as i love them, but they also have to have love
for me as well, give/take relationship. also if you read the book of John in the bible Jesus says "It's better for you if I go, for If I do not go,
then the Father can not send the Helper, The Holy Spirit, who he will send in my name, to guide you into all truth" Jesus also states "He will exalt
me" no Satan/Lucifer/Balael/Soul of Integrity can not go to the source except through me, however the source can go to him at will, because the
source is greater than me" also in revelations people think its "Jesus" giving the revelation, it IS NOT, Its the Holy Spirit it states "His eyes
will burn of fire" note my "hallucination when i was 22 of my eyes "glowing" " and also "my new name" also "my name and my fathers name shall
be on their foreheads" The reason why it says mine and my fathers is because they are in fact one. and its not a literal tattoo or anything like
that, its a metaphor for being "Baptized in the Spirit" also in the book of John, it says "He who comes can baptize you in the Holy Spirit and In
Fire" but all throught the NT Jesus does not baptize. why? Baptism in the Holy Spirit would give eternal life, WHO would want eternal life without
their God with them? that WOULD BE HELL!
well back on topic in the book of John it also states, He will convict the world of Sin and of Righteousness. Sin for those disbelieving,
blasphemous, and rewarding who remain true. Sin= Baptism by fire (baptism by water you are submerged and come up for air) during a baptism by fire you
are just submerged, not to get relief for ATLEAST 1000 years if at all, EVER. I do not doubt that the source goes unto people on its own, as it has
the power/right/will to do so, but you cannot go to the source and have it really respond on your own unless you are a yogi who meditates often and
lives true to oneself. and understands the nature of the source. Do i claim to be free of sin, actually I am, as i repent and they are forgiven, and I
follow the laws "The Source" you all like to call it, has laid out for me this time around. what is sin for you, in fact may not be sin for me, and
what is sin for me, may not be sin for you. as for "Salvation" salvation is to avoid "persecution" by Satan/Lucifer/Balael/Soul of Integrity.
because he not only accuses you before the father, he also wants to see you suffer as he does, cut off from the source except for when the source
chooses to make a visit. He tries to get you to "Worship" him, to get you to "Sin" not because he likes sin, but because he likes to see you mess
up BECAUSE of him, as he describes himself in another thread posted by another member "I channel the dark one"
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