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Originally posted by SeeingBlue
Sadly I've not experienced these realms on my own but I've been to the world on the inside and I understand. I understand how it is related to the outside world as well.
Now I think it's my task in life to reach this realm on my own. I know the feeling, I've experienced the inside. Does anyone have any advise to reaching the inside? What is your intent, method?
Funny that you mention living in the 'now'. Can you link that other thread you mention?
Originally posted by SeeingBlue
I find it sorta overwhelming, scary and eternal. I actually have a fear of the inside, anytime I start to leave my comfort/normal zone, I panic and grasp for normality. Then I get mad at myself for doing it and not giving in or going further. I'm mainly scared of never returning, not because I'm scared of death, but I don't want to cause suffering, pain, & sadness to my loved one if I never return.
The best way to actually describe the only places I feel like I've been on the inside is the mental plane described by Buddha and it feels like insanity.
[edit on 22-9-2009 by SeeingBlue]