posted on Sep, 15 2009 @ 04:41 PM
I am starting this thread to tell you about an experience I had this morning. I am sure many people have had the same thoughts, but I wanyed to share
them to get them off my chest.
I had a dream where I was in a town on the streets and it was extremely cold out - so cold, in fact, that the roads had iced over completely. I
looked down at my hand and saw a nail stuck through the middle of my finger. I pulled out the nail and there was a huge hole left in my finger.
I stumbled around the street for a moment when I saw a house that had people in it. - There were many houses on the street, but this was the only one
with any sign of life. I walked in the house and asked a man for some anti-biotic ointment and a couple band-aids. The guy looked at me and then my
hand and said, "Get out."
I walked from the house, with my finger now in agonizing pain. I walked across the street where I saw tqo men, one middle-aged and one elderly. I
asked them where everyone was at and they said, "It happened, it really happened."
The men looked at me and told me that I was going to freeze to death. I looked down and realized I was naked, walking around in this extremely cold
environment. the men said they couldn't give me any of there clothes because their lives would be in danger. Then the middle-aged man gave me one of
I sat down on the curb to put the shoe on. I leaned back a little for leverage and one of the men gasped and said, "Oh my Gd, look at the white
stumps on his foot." I looked down and there were blister spots raised on my heel. I tried to get the shoe on, but realized that I was near death
and there was nothing I could do. I never got my shoe on and I began to die.
I woke up from being so scared. I immediately had a panic attack and I hardly ever have them, this is probably the 2nd one in my life. I thought
about how every living thing on the planet is going to die. I began to think about myself and my future and realized that no matter what I am going
This began to intensify my panic attack especially when I thought about what the last couple seconds of my life would be like. Mainly what got me was
the fact that, because we are alive now, we are going to die - no matter what. I will have to experience death. One day I will die, no matter what,
there is no way around it.
This freaked me out because I know we will all die eventually for certain. It just freaks me out to think about that. I hear about people dying
everyday and don't think much of it, but they had to go down that road and die, as we all will.
One day you and I will be no more. I hate that thought and the fact that it carries.
Does anyone have any insight on this?
edit for: Grammar
[edit on 15-9-2009 by esteay812]