If I'm relaxed with my eyes closed, and I suddenly hear a louder than usual noise, I will see a white flash of light in the direction of the noise before opening my eyes. That's about the only unusual light I notice other than having my eyes shut and seeing weird patterns etc. It can be a good exercise for the mind to try controlling those weird colors and turn them into any object you desire, and even create moving scenes...I used to do it all the time, for some people it may be simple, it's essentially like dreaming or day-dreaming, you can make it look very realistic.
You mentioned those "yes" feelings. That is often a key indicator of when I've just digested some authentic conspiracy theory or a ground-breaking theory of some sort. As I'm digesting the information my mind is constantly connecting the dots, seeing what fits and what doesn't, when I hit something big, something that resonates with me on a deep level, I get those chills. I also once got those chills, mixed with leg wobbling fear, when I saw a spirit/ghost a few years ago. I've always been into paranormal things, and I honestly thought if I ever did see a ghost, I would be able to handle it, but it's a lot more frightening than you might think, seeing something everyone tells you is impossible. It creates quite a shock.
I have had very powerful, and mind opening experience throughout my life, some of the most powerful being early in the morning after a good night out with close friends (mind you, some undisclosed drugs may have been involved, not that I engage in or encourage such things anymore), the most deep and profound conversations of my life have happened during such moments. There's no way of explaining the emotions felt whilst in a mental state where every aspect of reality and yourself radiate with positive vibrancy. Your mind and thoughts become so crystal clear, your thoughts are on a whole new level, the complexity of which seems mind-boggling in my current state, but make so much sense at the time. You communicate on a level you once thought impossible, almost like you both know exactly what the other is thinking.
This can be a brilliant state to be in at a party, it seems no matter who you approach, they are automatically best pals with you, and the girls seem to be pulled to you like a magnet, it blew my freaking mind. To put it simply, you feel as though you have the power of a God. Some drugs, say ecstasy, for example
, speed the entire brain up, it's like feeding a train way to much coal, the light bulb will brighten for a period of time,
but the next day, that bulb will be burnt out, you get my gist? I probably had a more profound experience on the said undisclosed drugs, because I've
always questioned reality, one of those people constantly contemplating and day-dreaming about the deeper things, things most people don't. My
thoughts are on a level above the bulk of the population in my normal state. BTW, there's no need to medicate your mind with anything, it works just fine.
Reply to america~la~corporación:
I wish I could understand all of your post, but your on another level. A dictionary MAY help me. From what I could understand it seemed fairly interesting. I'll have to get some sleep and try again.
[edit on 13/9/09 by CHA0S]
