How many of you have seen either a Grey or reptilian in your room at night?, page 2
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reply posted on 6-9-2009 @ 06:04 AM by SmokeJaguar67
reply to post by Red Dawn 09



Well to be fair it did take me a very long time to be able to dismiss what used to be a recurring event for me. I was probably just about to enter my teens before I could move on and use the ridicule of things said by others as a weapon to fool me into thinking that what happened to me had all been a very bad serious of night terrors.

However by then I was already considered an outsider by my peers and this also made me a target in that I was bullied relentlessly. No one can deny that bullying can destroy you but for me it was a daily thing and thus my survival mechanism kicked in after a couple of years and I was able to channel it into seeing things from a different perspective.

I used to hate myself for being such a coward (all I wanted to do was read books) as everyone else chased girls and got into fights over girls. For me girls were mysterious creatures I could not talk to without having my tongue turn to jelly, and they were a distraction anyway.

I preferred to spend my time in the library looking at books like chariots of the gods or return of the gods and books on the Bermuda triangle, looking for answers. Yes I was an outsider with few friends but the merciless bullying allowed me to push on and become stronger as an adult and to know the meaning of treating others with respect, and not to dismiss out of hand events that others might have experienced.

Sorry for rambling, I enjoy writing


reply posted on 7-9-2009 @ 06:56 AM by MisterPbody
reply to post by mopusvindictus



Got a little freaky deaky with a rep huh!?!?! Aside from there hidious apperiance I bet there are demons in the sack!
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