I commend you on your philosophy on the End GS.
A lot of people fear the end of their existance, for one my wife is scared of dying, petrified even, I practice trying to OOBE, although sometimes
unsuccessfully I might add

, but even the episodes I have done so it made my eyes open to the fact there really isn't anything to fear its just
one stage of life WE ALL have to go through, there is no stopping it. no getting away from it, no matter how well or fit you think you are.
TO have even an OOBE as opposed to an NDE is a real reasurrance to some as it tells you that you don't simply just end...
My advice is no matter how bad you are, or how close to the end , try to hold onto who you are, say to yourself, I will remember who I was , who I am,
and maybe I can take that with me into the next phase.
Good luck and all the best.