I didn't know what made me this way. I didn't think I was different. I looked the same as the rest of the world, I wasn't ugly, I wasn't very
smart like a nerd
Believe it or not serenity, but almost everyone thinks they are different. When america was polled (blah blah blah, I know you weren't personally
polled.) asking whether or not they thought they were of above average intelligence. 98% said yes, they believed they were above average intelligence.
Noone thinks there the norm.
Everyone thinks that, only bad things happen to them, it's simple bias thinking projected into your world.
I started life in a catholic school, so we all wore the same thing, and beleive me catholic school was not cheap!
www.faithwest.org...
Not catholic, but was brought up in a methodist school. How fun was that

. Learned all about demons attacking peoples grandmothers, and bible camps.

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I did not belong to those groups, on the outside I appeared just as they chose to appear, and they didn't like that very much, as my appearence was
natural, unlike their facade.
Your speaking cliques, now I spent High school in a public school, and IMHO I found the cliques in private school much more powerful and influental
then those in public schools.
I was prep though, I know it, lol, just what I fit into I guess. But we're all aware of it. Schools tend to look for people that are isolated or
runts. And go after them with everything, but fear not, everyone gets attacked, it's not just you, everyone believes everyone is after them.

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the most part, there right!
However, just like then, I still can't see the difference. I still have no way of knowing who they are, thankfully, though, they are quick to make
one realize who they are in the deeds they do.
I'm hoping your not going to start shooting up buildings and such.... i've heard this kind of speech before...
Who would like the being that has been chosen to run them off this world? That is what I am, the one sent here to destroy them.
Now i'm half sure your going to start sniping people off a rooftop. Ok calm down, don't go freak out and start flipping turtles all over the place.
Just so you know, alot of people feel like this too, that they are the NEO's of the world.
And apparently none succeed, or get caught up in other things.
Nickelback- Hero. Look at the song, it's pretty good, may emphasize your feelings.
I'm not doubting your sincerity of wanting to act, but I doubt the actions that you would take.
You cannot be extreme, there are certain things you must do to have any effect, and there tedious and drawn out, and require quite a bit of work.
Simply though, people give up, and find the fight worthless against gov't tyrants. Or the MSM bashes them to a pulp.