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Originally posted by doorbell412
Originally posted by CleverNameHere
I know it seems a bit absurd; trust me, you don't know the half of it.
It all goes so deep, I'd rather not start on any particular part of how I became Schizophrenic.................
ATS attracts some real whack jobs these days....
Originally posted by enonymous99
Kind of different than me. My voices I physically hear things that are not there. Shouts, A distant radio, conversations I can not make out. I see people stanind in looking at me when no one is there. I constantly misunderstand people hearing a different conversation than what they are actually saying and can not read body language at all. I constantly think I can do things I can not like stopping my medications, working, or living on my own.
I'll neglect hygiene for days on end if not reminded and have next to no concept of time. I want to drink or use drugs just in order to shut my mind off.
I am paranoid but likewise I consistently get taken advantage of. It took me 18 years of legal and personal problems to even admit I had a problem because you do not even know you are having a psychotic reaction.