I was out today and you wouldnt believe almost every one around me might know who I am by face or know what I wrote commented on it. Might have heard androgny things or whiny rockstar or something or pieces of what I wrote yesterday. I was trying to stop coming to this site for awhile sort of frustrated and getting reinforced all around me even here in other threads. If you look at CleverNameHeres other threads cross reference them with what I learned on the ground , how she might be observing someone and /or how her doctor let her off of meds of obvious symptoms . Yeah they dont usually do that , if you never got in trouble with the mental illness laws like being mandated by the state and brought to court for refusing meds and forced injections monthly so youre allowed to stay outpatient they have to cover their behinds with Megans law or that law where someone was trying to get help couldnt pushed someone in front of a subway, all the psych doc s I knew in the past are sort of dics about that , take your meds even if you dont need them they make you sick or dont take away any symptoms. I am sorry I keep making a scene out of myself , I wish this never happened, just 3 years listen to their or others abuse threats of physical and if a spy gun has reverse polarity backlash feedback when you point it at live satellite feeds , you think someone wouldve done something who can and is not considered crazy.